As soon as it was quite dark she was compelled to take more food, and
then wrapped up warmly for a night ride. Mr Forster invited her to
promise that she would not speak, that he might be spared the necessity
of bandaging her mouth. But she declared her intention of speaking on
every possible occasion; and she was therefore effectually prevented
from opening her mouth at all.
On they rode through the night, stopping to dismount only twice; and
then it was not at any house, but at mere sheepfolds, where a fire was
kindled by some of the party, and where they drank whisky, and laughed
and talked in the warmth and glow of the fire, as if the poor lady had
not been present. Between her internal passion, her need of more food
than she would take, the strangeness of the scene, with the sparkling
cold stars overhead, and the heat and glow of the fire under the wall--
amidst these distracting influences the lady felt confused and ill, and
would have been glad now to have been free to converse quietly, and to
accept the mercy Mr Forster had been ready to show her. He was as
watchful as ever, sat next her as she lay on the ground, said at last
that they had not much further to go, and felt her pulse. As the grey
light of morning strengthened, he went slower and slower, and encouraged
her to lean upon him, which her weakness compelled her to do. He sent
forward the factor of the estate they were now entering upon, desiring
him to see that everything was warm and comfortable.
When the building they were approaching came in view, the poor lady
wondered how it could ever be made warm and comfortable. It was a
little old tower, the top of which was in ruins, and the rest as dreary
looking as possible. Cold and bare it stood on a waste hill-side. It
would have looked like a mere grey pillar set down on the scanty
pasture, but for a square patch behind, which was walled in by a hard
ugly wall of stones. A thin grey smoke arose from it, showing that
someone was within; and dogs began to bark as the party drew near.
One woman was here as at the last resting place. She showed the way by
the narrow winding stair, up which Lady Carse was carried like a corpse,
and laid on a little bed in a _very_ small room, whose single window was
boarded up, leaving only a square of glass at the top to admit the
light. Mr Forster stood at the bedside, and said firmly, "Now, Lady
Carse, listen to me for a moment, and then you will be left with such
freedom as this room and this woman's attendance can afford you. You
are so exhausted, that we have changed our plan of travel. You will
remain here, in this room, till you have so recruited yourself by food
and rest as to be able to proceed to a place where all restraint will be
withdrawn. When you think yourself able to proceed, and declare your
willingness to do so, I, or a friend of mine, will be at your service--
at your call at any hour. Till then this room is your abode; and till
then I bid you farewell."
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