China -- History -- 20th century -- Fiction; Missionaries, Medical -- Fiction
Megan did not answer. She looked down at her clasped hands and saw
with annoyance that she still wore the jade rings. After Mah-li had
left them with her there had seemed no other place to put them. She
tried covering one hand carelessly with the other but, ashamed of
this, she boldly laid her hand on the table so that the General could
see that she still wore them if he liked. He looked at them a moment
with a slight smile, then resting an elbow on the table he waved one
hand before her like a magician about to begin an incantation. A
tiny banner of smoke from his cigarette blinded her for a moment.
"Yes, I find you truly remarkable," he murmured. "Tell me, please,
what gives you this confidence with which you go about the world?
You pass through dangers that are not dangers to you, through
temptations that are not temptations. You feel you are armed with a
glorious medicine that is a sure cure for all disorder, and you don't
see that your medicine (which so far as I am able to make out
consists of an indiscriminating universal love) would, if taken,
produce a ten times greater disorder. And as to this love you talk
about, I believe you are even mistaken in its true character. It
seems to me only an outlet for your irresistible energy. It is
energy. I have not seen in you any real concern over living
harmoniously with your fellow men."
Megan twisted one of the jade rings on her finger and did not answer.
She looked even sullen.
The General continued: "Truly there have been many moments when I
have wanted to laugh at you, and other moments when I have found you
admirable." He paused and his voice sank almost to a whisper. "And
even other moments--but perhaps you don't want me to speak of them.
I might astonish you beyond endurance."
Megan looked quickly and instinctively toward the corner of the room
where Mr. Shultz stood turning over the phonograph records and
humming softly to himself. For the first time his solidity was
comforting to her. She looked down again reassured. The General
talked on in a low murmurous voice, like a bee drumming from flower
to flower.
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