China -- History -- 20th century -- Fiction; Missionaries, Medical -- Fiction
They passed the entrance to the Avenue Joffre, going along the road
edging the Settlement, to the Avenue Haig. On their left heavy coils
of barbed wire shut out a few mean Chinese houses, a large Chinese
building behind a brick wall, with an institutional look about it,
farther on making a barrier to dreamlike vistas of water-soaked
fields, canals, and low Chinese farmhouses with roofs horned like the
new moon. They turned to the right at the side of a large
riding-school with paddocks and an enclosed ring. A huge tow-haired
Russian groom was leading a horse from the ring.
The church was bare. Only Europeans were there, and they got up, sat
down, made the responses with what seemed a determination wearier but
more dogged than it would have been at home.
"'Let me never be confounded," sang the choirboys in their white,
reedy voices.
In the afternoon Mr. Jackson went off to try to persuade Miss Reed
for the last time to evacuate the orphanage. Mrs. Jackson expressed
the belief that he would not succeed.
"I wish Doctor Strike were here," she said to Megan. "He could make
her do it. But Will never can; he is afraid of her."
She added that Doctor Strike might be expected at any moment now, and
every time the telephone or the door-bell rang she said, "That is
probably the Doctor now." But he did not come.
The afternoon passed interminably to Megan. She longed to be out
helping Mr. Jackson evacuate the orphanage. She envied Miss Reed,
who at least was in the midst of the storm. It was so hard sitting
still and watching Mrs. Jackson knit, trying to talk to her. After
she had shown Mrs. Jackson her trousseau, which Mrs. Jackson
evidently found much too plain, and had answered a few questions of
"what they wore" at home, they really had nothing to say to each
other. Toward the one subject on which Megan tried to draw her out
Mrs. Jackson maintained an evasiveness that had a flavor of positive
resistance. In her rambling sentences she would sometimes mention
casually and without explanation, as if every one must have heard of
them, such persons as Doctor Strike, Mrs. Walsh at the Socony
Installation, Miss Reed, her amah who was devoted to her, but she
could not be induced to talk about China. She had not a trace of
intellectual curiosity. If there were things in the world mysterious
and a little terrifying, she would refuse to be either mystified or
terrified, she would blank them off. And China she ignored as if it
had been an obscene fact of life, like sex. Megan tried to imagine
her sitting for the last twenty years in a Chinese house, eating
Chinese food, speaking Chinese and ignoring China.
Seeing Megan was restless, Mrs. Jackson asked her if she cared about
reading, and when Megan answered that she did, Mrs. Jackson went
up-stairs and returned with a book.
"I find this very helpful," she said, handing it to Megan.
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