China -- History -- 20th century -- Fiction; Missionaries, Medical -- Fiction
Megan got out and as her feet touched the ground, as she saw that she
was able to respond to the necessity of moving, her fear suddenly,
perceptibly lightened. It passed like pain, leaving her weak-kneed
but with a calm that can come sometimes from exhaustion. She looked
up at the white slab set over the door and the words graven on it. A
thin rain began to fall in slanting lines across the light of the oil
lamp and but for that light she would have believed the orphanage to
have been long abandoned. Not a sound came from it. As they moved
toward the steps a soldier suddenly stepped into the radius of light.
He wore a dirty gray uniform and had a fat face pitted with smallpox
which had blinded one eye. He was followed by several soldiers who
came out of the door of the eating-house and two or three other men
in nondescript clothes only a little better than a coolie's. The
Doctor fumbled in his pockets for his pass and spoke to the first
soldier in a voice which because of its totally unexpected
hail-fellow joviality struck Megan as a little shocking. He was
making, she was sure, some jest about his inability to find anything,
and the very falseness of his air of good-fellowship told her their
attempt had become desperate. The failure of the guard to be at the
station had weighed down the danger side of the scale and what might
be behind the walls of the orphanage held the other side in
uncertainty. She stood quietly holding her collar across her mouth
while the Doctor produced all his passes, Chinese, French and
English. The group pressed closer around them, close enough to brush
her shoulder. They seemed profoundly stupid but obstinately
insistent on being in on whatever was to happen.
"Why don't they go on?" thought Megan. "Can they possibly care what
we do!" And their motives, so impossible to clarify, represented
still another element in their present problem. But the most
important was the dark and apparently deserted orphanage.
Megan dropped her eyes to the ground; she could not bear to look at
the Chinese, nor at the Doctor who was flourishing his passes under
the eyes of the sullen soldier, joking and even laughing in his
unnaturally cheery voice. She could not bear to take part in his
humiliation; she was ashamed at even, feeling it to be humiliating.
It was courage of a sort for which she was too petty.
Suddenly Doctor Strike changed his tactics.
"Well, well," he said abruptly but still jovially, "we will just have
a knock at the door and see who is in."
He caught Megan's arm and pushed her ahead of him up the five steps
to the door. He rapped on it with his fist and called not loudly but
with sharp insistence, "Miss Reed! Miss Reed!"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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