For while Hagen had formally and legally renounced his stepfather and
his stepfather's business and way of life, Steve could not renounce the
upbringing his stepfather had given him. Steve had none of the truly,
apologetically, deferential bearing of the average rookie, who usually
came of families of average means and worked his way up. Hagen had
attended the finest schools, had gone to the best college, had played
football and been sought-after by three leading fraternities. None
of this had made him a snob; it was just that he saw nothing odd or
upsetting about the fact that an attractive girl found him interesting.
Had he been brought up according to his present financial, emotional,
and social status, Steve would have been inclined to retire and leave
the pursuit of Lois Morehouse to men who had experience and position.
* * * * *
He did not realize it himself, but Steve Hagen was trained to be the
kind of man who felt no shyness at walking into the office of the Big
Brass and sitting down to tell him what he thought. So he saw nothing
odd about walking over to Lois Morehouse and smiling affably.
"How was it?" she asked him.
"Rough," he said. "Shucks, Lois, I wouldn't know whether it was rough
or whether it was a milk run; this is the first I'd ever seen."
"How was the trip back?"
Steve laughed nervously. "I was never so glad to see solid planet
before in my life."
"You sound as though this were your first space run."
"If it had been, I'd be a screaming imbecile by now. Luckily, I've been
in space a lot; it's just that this was the first time I've made it in
a little over-powered can, completely alone. Brrrrr."
Lois smiled at him. "What happened on your first practise drill?" she
asked.
"We didn't go as far."
"But--"
"Well, I'd had that experience softened, too."
Lois nodded. Steve said: "I could use coffee. Want?"
"I want, Steve. But dad will be looking for me," she told him wistfully.
"Good Lord, Morehouse doesn't make you work?" he exclaimed in mock
horror.
"What did you think?" she asked him with a quizzical glance.
"I thought it was a case of plain, everyday, common, down-to-earth
nepotism."
"So do a lot of people, but it isn't true; I'm told that I earn my
salary."
Steve laughed. "I didn't intend that crack of mine to rub salt in an
open wound."
"Oh, I'll not take it seriously," she said. "But you go on and saturate
yourself with coffee; glad you made it all right."
"See you later," he nodded, and turned from her to walk briskly towards
the mess. Seeing Lois had steadied him as he had known it would. Hagen
was not given to mental analysis, either of himself or of others, but
he did realize the truth of what his professors had taught him in
psychology I--that the feeling of kinship with good solid earth and the
regard of a woman were the absolute basic things that go toward making
a man feel well in heart. So long as he can retain these--
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