Love stories; Scotland -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
It was the hour, in our altitudes, at which night sleeps her heaviest,
as if to snatch the last wink from the breaking morn. Nature was
superbly at rest, sloughing the worn trappings of yesterday, preparing
the shining armour of the morrow. It was the hour of creation, the
wonder-coming of a child into the world, magnified beyond imagining, a
tender life, very, very beautiful. It cried to my soul, seeking the
humblest companionship for its own great soul, playing upon mine with a
touch of incomparable delicacy.
And yet, yet, the chief feeling was almost that of a paganism, of an
earth-smell and an earth-worship, of a giant awakening from torpor,
ravenous with hunger. It was all the grand savagery, the terrible
strength of Mother Earth, the Great Protector, from whose loins I had
sprung, but who is unspeakably awesome until you see her face in the
rising sun. Then the nightmare of the darkness which empalls her with
a cold sense of death, turns into a radiance as of gold and kindness.
Ah! it was worth while to be abroad among the heather and the fir-trees
at dawn, for the virgin world, the pagan, freed from cerements and
found in the twilight to be a god, was all my own, mine to enjoy. I
think I know why primitive man, when he lived in lands where Nature was
wild and the nights were long, was a resolute pagan. No light, no
warmth of its torch, had he to set the fire of reverence in him
burning, and reverence is the footstool of belief in God. I think I
also know why the other primitive man of the south, dwelling in a land
of the sun, would be a sun-worshipper: because it gave him reverence
and drew it from him.
We fear endless things when it is dark, the stoutest-hearted of us,
but, in the geniality of a shining sun, we have courage. The picture,
in ancient Greek legend, of husband and wife, one of them about to die,
taking a long farewell as the dipping sun-rays gilt Olympus at its
highest peaks, has often seemed to me a fine linking of the night of
paganism and the morn of sunlit faith.
Odd thoughts to run in a man's head as he walked the dew-damp heather,
careless which track he took, conscious only that he sought a new
morning. But you do think strange thoughts if you have in you any of
the dreamy Celt and have been born and nurtured in the cradle of the
hills. They infect you, I will not say with second sight, though there
have been proved instances, but with their own moods, like a
soft-falling foot, which, in our spiritual pilgrimage, is the Foot of
Fate.
My step lightly touched the heather, but, even so, my way was marked by
a disturbance of the birds and animals of the wild. A grouse ran with
a flutter and took wing with a cry, half in protest at being wakened
from its sleep, half in alarm at my presence. A rabbit rushed from a
sheltering hole in such a hurry that, as I could tell by its clatter
among the bracken, it nearly fell over itself, as rabbits clumsily do,
making fluffy, woolly balls of themselves.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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