Love stories; Scotland -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
We said good-bye without more ado, and I set off for the castle,
troubled for my unreadiness in woman nature, the most puzzling,
calling, captivating skein in all the universe, because it holds,
behind the silken veil of its treasure-house, the eternal mystery of
creation, that something divine which is nearest to God Himself.
When in trouble, my trouble, anyhow, one sighs for a song, and my
heart-quaking carried me to a ballad, very familiar in our countryside,
which tells of an unbridled lover laying siege to a woman he covets.
Her men were absent, and she and her domestics were the only garrison
of the castle when he knocked roysterously at its gates:
"The lady ran up to her towe-head,
As fast as she could drie,
To see if by her fair speeches
She could with him agree.
"As soon he saw the lady fair,
And her yates all locked fast,
He fell into a rage of wrath,
And his heart was aghast.
"Cum doon to me, ye lady fair;
Cum doon to me; let's see;
This nigh ye's ly by my ain side
The morn my bride sall be!"
It was pagan wooing, but it has often won the day, only why should I
let it disturb me, whose cause stood by itself? What I must realize
was that powers above me were at work, for "state reasons," on affairs
in which I was concerned, privately. I must try to meet this influence
without letting as much be known outwardly, because I was an officer
bound by my commission to serve his Majesty's desires and commands.
Now I am no good schemer, and I merely drifted to those conclusions as
a swimmer goes with a tide in which he happens to find himself. He
feels that he is in its custody, but, on the instinct for life, he
makes a stroke now and then and their cumulative effect probably bears
him somewhere safe to land. Might it be so with me!
Unfortunately I was a swimmer in the dark, for I did not know, however
I might guess, what Marget and her mother were thinking. Perhaps my
heart really assured my mind as to Marget, or so I was fain to
conclude. Her mother, however, might take a mother's view, the
far-carrying view which thinks of daughters settled in such a manner as
will continue the old line.
Every man has, deep down in him, the desire to own a little bit of
land, even though most of us only get six feet for a grave. It is
man's form of ancestor-worship, and in woman it finds expression in the
home, and continuous olive branches to fill that home. The man likes
to have his foot securely on a rood of Mother Earth, a patch to call
his very own. The woman supplements that by peopling a house; and is
not this service of the maternal instinct the greater, the finer of the
two?
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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