When Alice ‘came downstairs’ again, butter wouldn’t melt in her mouth.
Abner had never known her so studiously charming. From the first it was
as if she smiled: ‘For goodness’ sake let us forget what has happened and
make a new start!’ and he couldn’t very well refuse to meet her. At the
same time he found it difficult to conceal his suspicions that she was
getting at him in some covert, female way. The situation would have been
easier to handle if Alice hadn’t been a trifle pale and interesting. She
didn’t pick up very quickly, and now, of course, in addition to the
ordinary housework she had to look after the baby, who was already
suffering from its mother’s dietetic indiscretions. Like many thin young
women Alice could never conquer her inclination for sweets and for
vinegar, and as a consequence the child was noisy and irritable. Her
housework went to the wall, and in despair she turned to Abner to help
her out. Nothing could have been sweeter than her temper, and though he
didn’t believe in it he couldn’t help being sorry for her, and did what
she asked him. As a matter of fact, he was already a little interested
in the baby. The smallness of its limbs and the timid uncertainty of its
movements fascinated him. He regarded it with a certain benignant
curiosity, much as he might have looked at a nestling taken from a hedge
in April.
Of course Alice was feeding her child at the breast. If Abner came into
the kitchen in the middle of this performance she would turn round
quickly and take the baby upstairs or out into the washhouse, blushing.
Abner wondered why she did this. Other women weren’t so sensitive.
Sometimes he would pass a couple of them standing at their garden gates
gossiping and feeding their babies at the same time. He had never taken
any notice of them. Nobody else took any notice of them. There was
something in Alice’s blushes that embarrassed him unreasonably.
Afterward he asked himself why this should be; but when next he saw Alice
hiding her white breast he blushed himself.
The new relation was very curious. If it hadn’t been for Abner’s
profound distrust of her they might even have become intimate. It was no
good for Alice to pretend that she wasn’t lonely. In spite of all her
pride in being a married woman and the mother of a family’s beginning,
she couldn’t conceal the fact that since the baby’s birth her husband
took very little notice of her. It was as if he had said: ‘Now that I’ve
done my duty by the nation and given you something to play with you can
just attend to my comforts without bothering me.’ He had lately
transferred his custom from the Greyhound to the Lyttleton Arms. A
shorter walk at closing time. So far he had never maltreated Alice, but
she knew very well that she couldn’t now play him the tricks that had
pleased him in their courting days.
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