American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
While I can record a conquest of my generosity and its subjugation to
lines of careful tit-for-tat, there were other emotions against which
I was unable to toughen my soul. I became never so redoubtable that I
could beat off the assaults of shame; never so puissant of sentiment but
I was prey to regrets. For which weaknesses, I could not think on the
affairs of The Emperor’s Cigars and The German Girl’s Diamonds, nor on
the sordid money I pouched as their fruits, without the blush mounting;
nor was I strong enough to consider the latter adventure and escape a
stab of sore remorse. Later could I have found the girl I would have
made her restitution. Even now I hear again that scream which reached me
on the forward deck of the “Wolfgang” that September afternoon.
But concerning the Cuban filibusterer, his outsailing against Spain; and
the gold I got for his going--for these I say, I never have experienced
either confusion or sorrow. My orders were to keep him in; I opened the
port’s gate and let him out; I pocketed my yellow profits. And under
equal conditions I would do as much again. It was an act of war against
Spain; yet why should one shrink from one’s interest for a reason like
that? Where was the moral wrong? Nations make war; and what is right for
a country, is right for a man. That is rock-embedded verity, if one will
but look, and that which is dishonest for an individual cannot be honest
for a flag. You may--if you so choose--make war on Spain, and with
as much of justice as any proudest people that ever put to sea. The
question of difference is but a question of strength; and so you be
strong enough you’ll be right enough, I warrant! For what says the
poet?
“Right follows might
Like tail follows kite.”
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