American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
It is a merest truism; we hear it in the storm; the very waves are its
witnesses. Everywhere and under each condition, it is true. The proof
lies all about. We read it on every page of history; behold it when
armies overthrow a throne or the oak falls beneath the axe of the
woodman. Do I disfavor war? On the contrary, I approve it as an
institution of greatest excellence. War slays; war has its blood. But
has peace no victims? Peace kills thousands where war kills tens; and if
one is to consider misery, why then there be more starvation, more cold,
more pain, and more suffering in one year of New York City peace than
pinched and gnawed throughout the whole four years of civil war. And
human life is of comparative small moment. We say otherwise; we believe
otherwise; but we don’t act otherwise. Action is life’s text. Humanity
is itself the preacher; in that silent sermon of existence--an existence
of world’s goods and their acquirement--we forever show the thing of
least consequence to be the life of man. However, I am not myself to
preach, I who pushed forth to tell a story. It is the defect of age to
be garrulous, and as one’s power to do departs, its place is ever taken
by a weakness to talk.
This filibusterer whom I liberated to sail against Spain, I long ago
told you was called Ryan. That, however, is a fictitious name; there was
a Ryan, and the Spaniards took his life at Santiago. And because he with
whom I dealt was also put up against a wall and riddled with Spanish
lead, and further, because it is not well to give his true name, I call
him Ryan now. His ship rode on her rope in New York bay; I was given the
Harriet Lane to hold him from sailing away; his owners ashore--merchants
these and folk on ’change--offered me ten thousand dollars; the gold
was in bags, forty pounds of it; I turned my back at evening and in the
morning he was gone.
You have been told how I never thought on those adventures of The
Emperor’s Cigars, and The German Girl’s Diamonds, without sensations of
shame, and pain. Indeed! they were engagements of ignobility! Following
the latter affair I felt a strongest impulse to change somewhat my
occupation. I longed for an employment a bit safer and less foul. I
counted my fortunes; I was rich with over seventy thousand dollars; that
might do, even though I gained no more. And so it fell that I was almost
ready to leave the Customs, and forswear and, if possible, forget, those
sins I had helped commit in its name.
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