The Blind Mother, and The Last ConfessionCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession
Caine, Hall, Sir
Fiction
I remembered the American, and shuddered at the sight of this summary
justice. Next morning, as my tentmen and muleteers were making ready to
set out for Fez, my soldier-guide brought me a letter which had come by
the French steamer by way of Malaga. It was from home; a brief note from
my wife, with no explanation of her prolonged silence, merely saying
that all was as usual at Wimpole Street, and not mentioning our boy at
all. The omission troubled me, the brevity and baldness of the message
filled me with vague concern, and I had half a mind to delay my inland
journey. Would that I had done so! Would that I had! Oh, would that I
had!
_Terrible, my son, terrible! A blighted and desolated land. But even
worse than its own people are the renegades it takes from mine. Ah, I
knew one such long ago. An outcast, a pariah, a shedder of blood, an
apostate. But go on, go on._
II
Father, what voice was it that rang in my ears and cried, "Stay, do not
travel; all your past from the beginning until to-day, all your future
from to-day until the end, hangs on your action now; go, and your past
is a waste, your fame a mockery, your success a reproach; remain, and
your future is peace and happiness and content!" What voice, father,
what voice?
I shut my ears to it, and six days afterward I arrived at Fez. My
journey had impressed two facts upon my mind with startling vividness;
first, that the Moor would stick at nothing in his jealousy of the honor
of his faith, and next, that I was myself a changed and coarsened man. I
was reminded of the one when in El Kassar I saw an old Jew beaten in the
open streets because he had not removed his slippers and walked barefoot
as he passed the front of a mosque; and again in Wazzan, when I
witnessed the welcome given to the Grand Shereef on his return from his
home in Tangier to his house in the capital of his province. The Jew was
the chief usurer of the town, and had half the Moorish inhabitants in
his toils; yet his commercial power had counted for nothing against the
honor of Islam. "I," said he to me that night in the Jewish inn, the
Fondak, "I, who could clap every man of them in the Kasbah, and their
masters with them, for moneys they owe me, I to be treated like a dog by
these scurvy sons of Ishmael--God of Jacob!" The Grand Shereef was a
drunkard, a gamester, and worse. There was no ordinance of Mohammed
which he had not openly outraged, yet because he stood to the people as
the descendant of the Prophet, and the father of the faith, they
groveled on the ground before him and kissed his robes, his knees, his
feet, his stirrups, and the big hoofs of the horse that carried him. As
for myself, I realized that the atmosphere of the country had corrupted
me, when I took out from my baggage a curved knife in its silver-mounted
sheath, which I had bought of a hawker at Tangier, and fixed it
prominently in the belt of my Norfolk jacket.
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