The Blind Mother, and The Last ConfessionCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession
Caine, Hall, Sir
Fiction
On my way back from it I crossed a little company of Moors, leading,
surrounding, and following a donkey. The donkey was heavily laden with
what appeared to be two great panniers of rubbish. It was dusk, but my
sight has always been keen, and I could not help seeing that hidden
under the rubbish there was another burden on the donkey's back. It was
the body of a dead man. I had little doubt of who the dead man must be;
but I hastened on and did not look again. The Moors turned into a garden
as I passed them. I guessed what they were about to do there, but my own
danger threatened me, and I wished to see and know no more.
As I was passing out of the town in the moonlight an hour before
midnight, with my grumbling tentmen and muleteers at my heels, a man
stepped out of the shadow of the gateway arch and leered in my face, and
said in broken English, "So your Christian friend is corrected by
Allah!"
_Moorish English, my son, or Spanish?_
Spanish.
It was the scoundrel whom I had seen in the coffee-house. I knew he must
be Larby, and that he had betrayed his master at last. Also, I knew that
he was aware that I had seen all. At that moment, looking down from my
horse's back into the man's evil face my whole nature changed. I
remembered the one opportunity which the American had lost out of a
wandering impulse of human tenderness--of saving his own life by taking
the life of him that threatened it, and I said in my heart of hearts,
"Now God in heaven keep me from the like temptation."
Ah! father, do not shrink from me; think of it, only think of it! I was
fifteen hundred miles from home, and I was going back to my dying boy.
* * * * *
_God keep you, indeed, my son. Your feet were set in a slippery place.
El Arby, you say? A man of your own age? Dark? Sallow? It must be the
same. Long ago I knew the man you speak of. It was under another name,
and in another country. Yes, he was all you say. God forgive him, God
forgive him! Poor wrecked and bankrupt soul. His evil angel was always
at his hand, and his good one far away. He brought his father to shame,
and his mother to the grave. There was a crime and conviction, then
banishment, and after that his father fled from the world. But the
Church is peace; he took refuge with her, and all is well. Go on now._
III
Father, I counted it up. Every mile of the distance I counted it. And I
reckoned every hour since my wife's letter had been written against the
progress and period of my boy's disease. So many days since the date of
the letter, and Noel had been ailing and ill so many days before that.
The gross sum of those days was so much, and in that time the affection,
if it ran the course I looked for, must have reached such and such a
stage. While I toiled along over the broad wastes of that desolate land,
I seemed to know at any moment what the condition must be at the utmost
and best of my boy in his bed at home.
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