The Blind Mother, and The Last ConfessionCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession
Caine, Hall, Sir
Fiction
What precautions I took to avoid these dangers of delay would be a long
and foolish story. Also, it would be a mean and abject one, and I should
be ashamed to tell it. How I saluted every scurvy beggar on the way with
the salutation of his faith and country; how I dismounted as I
approached a town or a village, and only returned to the saddle when I
had gone through it: how I uncovered my head--in ignorance of Eastern
custom--as I went by a saint's house, and how at length (remembering the
Jewish banker who was beaten) I took off my shoes and walked barefoot as
I passed in front of a mosque.
Yes, it was I who paid all this needless homage; I whose pride has
always been my bane; I who could not bend the knee to be made a knight;
I who had felt humility before no man. Even so it was. In my eagerness,
my impatience, my dread of impediment on my journey home to my darling
who waited for me there, I was studying the faces and groveling at the
feet of that race of ignorant fanatics.
But the worst of my impediments were within my own camp. The American
was right. The Moor can not comprehend a disinterested action. My
foolish homage to their faith awakened the suspicions of my men. When
they had tried in vain to fathom the meaning of it, they agreed to
despise me. I did not heed their contempt, but I was compelled to take
note of its consequences. From being my servants, they became my
masters. When it pleased them to encamp I had to rest, though my
inclination was to go on, and only when it suited them to set out again
could I resume my journey. In vain did I protest, and plead, and
threaten. The Moor is often a brave man, but these men were a gang of
white-livered poltroons, and a blow would have served to subdue them.
With visions of a Moorish prison before my eyes I dared not raise my
hand. One weapon alone could I, in my own cowardice, employ against
them--bribes, bribes, bribes. Such was the sole instrument with which I
combated their laziness, their duplicity, and their deceit.
Father, I was a pitiful sight in my weakness and my impatience. We had
not gone far out of Fez when I observed that the man Larby was at the
heels of our company. This alarmed me, and I called to my guide.
"Alee," I said, "who is that evil-looking fellow?"
Alee threw up both hands in amazement. "Evil-looking fellow!" he cried.
"God be gracious to my father! Who does my lord mean? Not Larby; no, not
Larby. Larby is a good man. He lives in one of the mosque houses at
Tangier. The Nadir leased it to him, and he keeps his shop on the Sôk de
Barra. Allah bless Larby. Should you want musk, should you want
cinnamon, Larby is the man to sell to you. But sometimes he guides
Christians to Fez, and then his brother keeps his shop for him."
"But why is the man following us?" I asked.
"My sultan," said Alee, "am I not telling you? Larby is returning home.
The Christian he took to Fez, where is he?"
"Yes," I said, "where is he?"
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