But when men's own affairs are hidden from them, how can they have
confidence? An honest man has nothing to conceal, and I say it is the
same with an honest government.
In short, bad weather, cold, want, rumors of all kinds, increased our
miseries. Men like Burguet, whom we had always seen firm, became sad;
all that they could say to us was:
"We shall see!--we must wait!" The soldiers again began to desert, and
were shot!
Our brandy-selling always kept on: I had already emptied seven pipes of
spirit, all my debts were paid, my storehouse at the market was full of
goods, and I had eighteen thousand francs in the cellar; but what is
money, when we are trembling for the life of those we love?
On the sixth of March, about nine o'clock in the evening, we had just
finished supper as usual, and the sergeant was smoking his pipe, with
his legs crossed, near the window, and looking at us without speaking.
It was the hour when the bombarding began; we heard the first
cannon-shots, behind the Fiquet bottom-land; a cannon-shot from the
outposts had answered them; that had somewhat roused us, for we were
all thoughtful.
"Father Moses," said the sergeant, "the children are pale!"
"I know it very well," I replied, sorrowfully.
He said no more, and as Zeffen had just gone out to weep, he took
little David on his knee, and looked at him for a long time. Sorlé
held little Esdras asleep in her arms. Sâfel took off the table-cloth
and rolled up the napkins, to put them back in the closet.
"Yes," said the sergeant. "We must take care, Father Moses; we will
talk about it another time."
I looked at him with surprise; he emptied his pipe at the edge of the
stove, and went out, making a sign for me to follow him. Zeffen came
in, and I took a candle from her hand. The sergeant led me to his
little room at the end of the passage, shut the door, sat down on the
foot of the bed, and said:
"Father Moses, do not be frightened--but the typhus has just broken out
again in the city; five soldiers were taken to the hospital this
morning; the commandant of the place, Moulin, is taken. I hear, too,
of a woman and three children!"
He looked at me, and I felt cold all over.
"Yes," said he, "I have known this disease for a long time; we had it
in Poland, in Russia, after the retreat, and in Germany. It always
comes from poor nourishment."
Then I could not help sobbing and exclaiming:
"Ah, tell me! What can I do? If I could give my life for my children,
it would all be well! But what can I do?"
"To-morrow, Father Moses, I will bring you my portion of meat, and you
shall have soup made of it for your children. Madame Sorlé may take
the piece at the market, or, if you prefer, I will bring it myself.
You shall have all my portions of fresh meat till the blockade is over,
Father Moses."
I was so moved by this, that I went to him and took his hand, saying:
"Sergeant, you are a noble man! Forgive me, I have thought evil of
you."
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