That same evening, after Zeffen and the children had gone to bed, Sorlé
took the lamp, and led me to her hiding-place.
Under the house we had three cellars, very small and very low,
separated by lattices. Against the last of these lattices, Sorlé had
thrown bundles of straw up to the very top; but after removing the
straw, we went in, and I saw at the farther end, two bags of potatoes,
a bag of flour, and on the little oil-cask a large piece of salt beef.
We stayed there more than an hour, to look, and calculate, and think.
These provisions might serve us for a month, and those in the large
cellar under the street, which we had declared to the commissary of
provisions, a fortnight. So that Sorlé said to me as we went up:
"You see that, with economy, we have what will do for six weeks. A
time of great want is now beginning, and if the Emperor does not come
before the end of six weeks, the city will surrender. Meanwhile, we
must get along with potatoes and salt meat."
She was right, but every day I saw how the children were suffering from
this diet. We could see that they grew thin, especially little David;
his large bright eyes, his hollow cheeks, his increasing dejected look,
made my heart ache.
I held him, I caressed him; I whispered to him that, when the winter
was over, we would go to Saverne, and his father would take him to
drive in his carriage. He would look at me dreamily, and then lay his
head upon my shoulder, with his arm around my neck, without answering.
At last he refused to eat.
Zeffen, too, became disheartened; she would often sob, and take her
babe from me, and say that she wanted to go, that she wanted to see
Baruch! You do not know what these troubles are, Fritz; a father's
troubles for his children; they are the cruelest of all! No child can
imagine how his parents love him, and what they suffer when he is
unhappy.
But what was to be done in the midst of such calamities? Many other
families in France were still more to be pitied than we.
During all this time, you must remember that we had the patrols, the
shells in the evening, requisition and notices, the call to arms at the
two barracks and in front of the mayoralty, the cries of "Fire!" in the
night, the noise of the fire-engines, the arrival of the envoys, the
rumors spread through the city that our armies were retreating, and
that the city was to be burned to the ground!
The less people know the more they invent.
It is best to tell the simple truth. Then every one would take
courage, for, during all such times, I have always seen that the truth,
even in the greatest calamities, is never so terrible as these
inventions. The republicans defended themselves so well, because they
knew everything, nothing was concealed from them, and every one
considered the affairs of his nation as his own.
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