I put David back in the bed and covered him, because of the open
windows. I knew that he was dead, but it seemed to me as if he would
be cold. I looked at him for a long time, so as to retain that
beautiful face in my heart.
It was all heart-rending--all! I felt as if my bowels were torn from
me, and in my madness I accused the Lord, and said:
"I am the man that hath seen affliction by the rod of Thy wrath.
Surely against me is He turned. My flesh and my skin hath He made old:
He hath broken my bones. He hath set me in dark places. Also when I
cry and shout He shutteth out my prayer. He was unto me as a lion in
secret places!"
Thus I walked about, groaning and even blaspheming. But God in His
mercy forgave me; He knew that it was not myself that spoke, but my
despair.
At last I sat down, the others came back. Sorlé sat next to me in
silence. Sâfel said to me:
"Zeffen has gone to the rabbi's with Esdras."
I covered my head without answering him.
Then some women came with old Lanche; I took Sorlé by the hand, and we
went into the large room, without speaking a word.
The mere sight of this room, where the two little brothers had played
so long, made my tears come afresh, and Sorlé, Sâfel, and I wept
together. The house was full of people; it might have been eight
o'clock, and they knew already that we had a child dead.
XIX
THE PASSOVER
Then, Fritz, the funeral rites began. All who died of typhus had to be
buried the same day: Christians behind the church, and Jews in the
trenches, in the place now occupied by the riding-school.
Old women were already there to wash the poor little body, and comb the
hair, and cut the nails, according to the law of the Lord. Some of
them sewed the winding-sheet.
The open windows admitted the air, the shutters struck against the
walls. The _schamess_* went through the streets, striking the doors
with his mace, to summon our brethren.
* Beadle.
Sorlé sat upon the ground with her head veiled. Hearing Desmarets come
up the stairs, I had courage to go and meet him, and show him the room.
The poor angel was in his little shirt on the floor, the head raised a
little on some straw, and the little _thaleth_ in his fingers. He was
so beautiful, with his brown hair, and half-opened lips, that I thought
as I looked at him: "The Lord wanted to have thee near his throne!"
And my tears fell silently: my beard was full of them.
Desmarets then took the measure and went. Half an hour afterward, he
returned with the little pine coffin under his arm, and the house was
filled anew with lamentations.
I could not see the coffin closed! I went and sat upon the sack of
ashes, covering my face with both hands, and crying in my heart like
Jacob, "Surely I shall go down to the grave with this child; I shall
not survive him."
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