Ah! such miseries will never return! We have no more such abominable
wars, lasting twenty years, when the highways looked like ruts, and the
roads like streams of mud; when the ground remained untilled for want
of husbandmen, when houses sank for want of inhabitants; when the poor
went barefoot and the rich in wooden shoes, while the superior officers
passed by on superb horses, looking down contemptuously on the whole
human race.
We could not endure that now!
But at that time everything in the nation was destroyed and humiliated;
the citizens and the people had nothing left; force was everything. If
a man said, "But there is such a thing as justice, right, truth!" the
way was to answer with a smile, "I do not understand you!" and you were
taken for a man of sense and experience, who would make his way.
Then, in the midst of my sorrow, I saw these things without thinking
about them; but since then, they have come back to me, and thousands of
others; all the survivors of those days can remember them, too.
One morning, I was under the old market, looking at the wretches as
they bought meat. At that time they knocked down the horses of
Rouge-Colas and those of the gendarmes, as fleshless as the cattle in
the trenches, and sold the meat at very high prices.
I looked at the swarms of wrinkled old women, of hollow-eyed citizens,
all these wretched creatures crowding before Frantz Sepel's stall,
while he distributed bits of carcass to them.
Frantz's large dogs were seen no longer prowling about the market,
licking up the bloody scraps. The dried hands of old women were
stretched out at the end of their fleshless arms, to snatch everything;
weak voices called out entreatingly, "A little more liver, Monsieur
Frantz, so that we can make merry!"
I saw all this under the great dark roof, through which a little light
came, in the holes made by the shells. In the distance, among the
worm-eaten pillars, some soldiers, under the arch of the guard-house,
with their old capes hanging down their thighs, were also looking
on;--it seemed like a dream.
My great sorrow accorded with these sad sights. I was about leaving at
the end of a half hour, when I saw Burguet coming along by Father
Brainstein's old country-house, which was now staved in by the shells,
and leaning, all shattered, over the street.
Burguet had told me several days before our affliction, that his
maid-servant was sick. I had thought no more of it, but now it came to
me.
He looked so changed, so thin, his cheeks so marked by wrinkles, it
seemed as if years had passed since I had seen him. His hat came down
to his eyes, and his beard, at least a fortnight old, had turned gray.
He came in, looking round in all directions; but he could not see me
where I was, in the deep shadow, against the planks of the old
fodder-house; and he stopped behind the crowd of old women, who were
squeezed in a semicircle before the stall, awaiting their turn.
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