“But I have lots of money,” pleaded the girl, “much more than I know
what to do with--it would be a pleasure to me, it would indeed!”
But Mrs. Pullen was resolute, and three _limonades_ only were placed
upon their table. Elinor Leyton had not yet made her appearance, and
Mrs. Pullen kept craning her neck over the other seats to see where she
might be, without success.
“She cannot have missed us!” she observed, “I wonder if she can have
continued her walk with the Vieuxtemps!”
“O! what does it signify?” said Harriet, drawing her chair closer to
that of Mrs. Pullen, “we can do very well without her. I don’t think
she’s very nice, do you?”
“You must not speak of Miss Leyton like that to me, Miss Brandt,”
remonstrated Margaret, gently, “because--she is a great friend of our
family.”
She had been going to say, “Because she will be my sister-in-law before
long,” but remembered Elinor’s request in time, and substituted the
other sentence.
“I don’t think she’s very kind, though,” persisted the other.
“It is only her manner, Miss Brandt! She does not mean anything by it!”
“But you are so different,” said the girl as she crept still closer,
“I could see it when you smiled at me at dinner. I knew I should like
you at once. And I want you to like me too--so much! It has been the
dream of my life to have some friends. That is why I would not stay in
Jamaica. I don’t like the people there! I want friends--real friends!”
“But you must have had plenty of friends of your own age in the
Convent.”
“That shows you don’t know anything about a convent! It’s the very last
place where they will let you make a friend--they’re afraid lest you
should tell each other too much! The convent I was in was an Ursuline
order, and even the nuns were obliged to walk three and three, never
two, together, lest they should have secrets between them. As for us
girls, we were never left alone for a single minute! There was always
a sister with us, even at night, walking up and down between the rows
of beds, pretending to read her prayers, but with her eyes on us the
whole time and her ears open to catch what we said. I suppose they were
afraid we should talk about lovers. I think girls do talk about them
when they can, more in convents than in other places, though they have
never had any. It would be so dreadful to be like the poor nuns, and
never have a lover to the end of one’s days, wouldn’t it?”
“You would not fancy being a nun then, Miss Brandt!”
“_I_--Oh! dear no! I would rather be dead, twenty times over! But they
didn’t like my coming out at all. They did try so hard to persuade
me to remain with them for ever! One of them, Sister Féodore, told
me I must never talk even with gentlemen, if I could avoid it--that
they were all wicked and nothing they said was true, and if I trusted
them, they would only laugh at me afterwards for my pains. But I don’t
believe that, do you?”
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