“Dear Madame,” she said, “I am--we all are--so truly sorry for your
grievous loss. It reminds me of the bitter time, not so long ago, you
may remember, when I lost my darling little Ethel, and thought for the
while that my life was over! It is so hard, so unnatural, to us poor
mothers, to see our children go before ourselves! I can weep with you
tear for tear! But do remember--try to remember--that he is safe--that
though you remain here with empty arms for a while, death can no more
take your boy from you, than a veil over your face can take God’s light
from you. He is there, dear Madame Gobelli--just in the next room with
the door closed between you, and though I know full well how bitter
it is to see the door closed, think of the time when it will open
again--when you and I will spring through it and find, not only our
dear Bobby and Ethel, but Christ our Lord, ready to give them back into
our arms again!”
The Baroness said nothing, but two tears gathered in her eyes and
rolled down her flabby cheeks. Margaret turned from her for a minute
and walking up to the bed, knelt down beside it in prayer.
“Dear Christ!” she said, “Thou Who knowest what our mothers’ hearts are
called upon to bear, have pity on us and give us Thy Peace! And open
our eyes that we may gather strength to realise what our dear children
have escaped by being taken home to Thee--the sin, the trouble, the
anxiety, the disappointment--and make us thankful to bear them in their
stead, and give us grace to look forward to our happy meeting and
reunion in the Better Land.”
Then she rose and bent over the dead boy.
“Dear Bobby!” she murmured, as she kissed the cold brow, and placed the
white blossoms in his hands and round his head. “Good-bye! I know how
happy you must be now, in company with the spirits of all those whom we
have loved and who have gone home before us--how grateful you must feel
to the dear Redeemer Who has called you so early--but don’t forget your
poor mother upon earth! Pray for her, Bobby,--never cease to ask our
dear Lord to send her comfort and peace and joy in believing. For His
own dear sake. Amen!”
When she turned again, the Baroness’s cheeks were wet with tears and
she was stretching forth her arms towards her.
“Oh!” she gasped, as Margaret reached her side, “I am a godless
woman--I am a godless woman!”
“No! no! my dear friend, we are none of us godless,” replied Margaret,
“we may think we are, but God knows better! We may forsake Him, but He
never forsakes us! We should never be saved if we waited till we wanted
to be so. It is _He_ Who wants _us_--that is our great safeguard! He
wanted our two dear children--not to spite us, but to draw us after
them. Try to look at it in that light, and then Bobby’s death will
prove your greatest gain.”
“I am a godless woman,” repeated the Baroness, “and this is my
punishment!” pointing to the bed. “I loved him best of all! My ’eart is
broken!”
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