“So much the better, if it was a hard heart,” rejoined Margaret,
smiling. “Who was it that said, ‘If your heart is broken, give the
pieces to Christ and He will mend it again’? Never think of Bobby, dear
Madame Gobelli, except as with Christ--walking with Him, talking with
Him, learning of Him and growing in grace and the love of God daily!
Never disassociate the two memories, and in a little while you would
hate yourself if you could separate them again. God bless you! I must
go back to my husband now!”
“You will come again?” said the Baroness.
“I am afraid I shall have no time! We sail for India on Saturday, but I
shall not forget you. Good-bye, Bobby,” she repeated, with a last look
at the corpse, “remember your mother and me in your prayers.”
As Miss Wynward let her out of the Red House, she remarked,
“I could never have believed that anyone could have had so much
influence over her ladyship as you have, Mrs. Pullen. I hope you will
come again.”
“I shall not be able to do so. But Madame Gobelli will have you to talk
to her! You live here altogether, do you not?”
“I have lived here for many years, but I am on the point of leaving.
Bobby was my only tie to the Red House, or I should have gone long ago.”
“But now that the Baroness is so helpless surely you will delay your
departure until she no longer needs you.”
“I shall not leave her until she has secured a better woman in my
stead. But to tell you the truth, I am going to be married, Mrs.
Pullen, and I consider my first duty is towards my future husband and
his parents who are very old!”
“Oh! doubtless! May I ask his name?”
“Captain Hill! He lives in the next house to this--Stevenage! You are
surprised, perhaps, that a man who has been in the army should marry a
poor governess like myself. That is his goodness. I know that I am worn
and faded and no longer young--thirty-three on my last birthday--but
he is good enough to care for me all the more for the troubles I have
passed through. Mine has been a chequered life, Mrs. Pullen, but I have
told Captain Hill everything, and he still wishes to make me his wife!
I ought to be a happy woman for the future, ought I not?”
“Indeed yes,” said Margaret, heartily, “and I sincerely hope that you
may be so! But I can’t help thinking of poor Madame Gobelli! Is the
Baron good to her?”
“Pretty well!” answered Miss Wynward, “but he is very stolid and
unsympathetic! It is strange to think that her heart must have been
bound up in that boy, and yet at times she was positively cruel to him!”
“It has all been permitted for some good purpose,” said Margaret, as
she bade her farewell, “perhaps her remorse and self-accusation are the
only things which would have brought her down upon her knees.”
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