“You won’t want for friends, once you shew your face in England, I
can tell you. I’d like to ’ave you at our ’ouse, the Red ’Ouse, we
call it. Princess--but there, I mustn’t tell you ’er name or it’ll go
through the Hotel, and she says things to me that she never means to
go further--but she said the other day that she preferred the Red ’Ouse
to Windsor! And for comfort, and cheerfulness, so she may!”
“I suppose it is very beautiful then!” observed Harriet.
“You must judge for yourself,” replied the Baroness, with a broad
smile, “when you come to London. You’ll be your own mistress there, I
suppose, and not so tied as you are here! I call it a shame to keep you
dancing attendance on that brat, when there’s a nurse whose business it
is to look after ’er!”
“O! but indeed it is my own wish!” said the girl, as she cuddled the
sleeping baby to her bosom, and laid her lips in a long kiss upon
its little mouth. “I asked leave to nurse her! She loves me and even
Nurse cannot get her off to sleep as I can! And it is so beautiful to
have something to love you, Madame Gobelli! In the Convent I felt so
cold--so lonely! If ever I took a liking to a girl, we were placed in
separate rooms! It is what I have longed for--to come out into the
world and find someone to be a friend, and to love me, only me, and all
for myself!”
Madame Gobelli laughed again.
“Well! you’ve only got to shew those eyes of yours, to get plenty of
people to love you, and let you love them in return--that is, if the
men count in your estimation of what’s beautiful!”
Harriet raised her eyes and looked at the woman who addressed her!
There was the innocence of Ignorance in them as yet, but the slumbering
fire in their depths proved of what her nature would be capable, when
it was given the opportunity to shew itself. Hers was a passionate
temperament, yearning to express itself--panting for the love which it
had never known--and ready to burst forth like a tree into blossom,
directly the sun of Desire and Reciprocity shone upon it. The elder
woman, who had not been without her little experiences in her day,
recognised the feeling at once, and thought that she would not give a
fig for the virtue of any man who was subjected to its influence.
“I don’t think that you’ll confine your attentions to babies long!”
quoth the Baroness, as she encountered that glance.
“How do you know?” said her young companion.
“Ah! it’s enough that I _do_ know, my dear! I ’ave ways and means of
knowing things that I keep to myself! I ’ave friends about me too, who
can tell me everything--who can ’elp me, if I choose, to give Life and
Fortune to one person, and Trouble and Death to another--and woe to
them that offend me, that’s all!”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account