He sat down on a chair opposite her. "There are many more ways of being
cruel than that," he said. "Sometimes a kiss, or the gift of a flower,
is worse than a blow. Often, Pippa, men play with women's hearts
as--well, as Louis does with a spool."
A shadow fell on her face. "I think I understand, monsieur. That poor
lady was afraid I should fall in love with you, but that you would not
love me."
"That is partly what she meant."
Pippa rose and walked to the window. "To-night I think," she said,
after a minute's silence, "that women have the most sorrow in life."
"They do, little one."
"But also the most joy, monsieur."
He rested his chin on his hand, but said nothing.
"All to-day," resumed the girl, "when men seemed happiest it was
because they were with women. Also when they looked most cruel--you
perhaps know what I mean--there were women there too with the faces
that frightened me. And all those lovely children playing in the
park--always they seemed so merry because their mothers were near them.
But also, you remember the poor soldier in the chair?--no legs and but
one arm. His face was so sad until once the lady with him--a nurse, you
said--spoke to him and he looked at her and smiled. It was lovely,
monsieur. I think I wept a little."
He made no comment, but his left hand ran slow arpeggios on the table.
From the window she could see the water of the chute, all silvery in
the moonlight.
"So to-night, monsieur," she went on, "I am not the same as this
morning. Then I thought that we who are women are the happiest; but now
I think, in the real world, it is we who give pleasure or unhappiness.
Perhaps, monsieur"--she turned around and faced him--"perhaps a woman
finds joy only when she gives it to others."
He looked at her, and his eyebrows were raised in wonder. When he had
said we grow old by moments, was it more than just a well-turned
phrase?
She returned to her chair by the table.
"When Louis and I are alone," she murmured, "I shall not dream the same
as before. Then we had only young people, brave and handsome, but now I
shall pretend that there are many old and sad ones, who perhaps will be
glad if I am with them. And----"
"Pippa, my dear"--he looked into her eyes that met his without
timidity, and there was a pleading note in his voice--"you may be
lonely here, but you saw to-day how many discouraged, unhappy people
there are--how much sickness and unkindness there is. Keep to your
little world here with its Fairy Princes and the music of the wind. It
is better, Pippa.... Perhaps it is even more real than the other."
She smiled, patiently, and, for the second time that day, felt a
motherly pity for his youthfulness.
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