"Your Majesty," she said, "in my book, _The Fairy Prince_, the girl
sings a song about love, and she asks her mother, '_Est-ce plaisir,
est-ce tourment?_' I know now that it is both. Ah! I think it is too
wonderful to be a woman; for some day, perhaps yes, perhaps no, I shall
have my own children and a husband and friends. And sometimes, when my
husband, he is much discouraged if the mill makes no money, though he
works so hard, or if my children are perhaps sick and cry--then it is I
who smile and say: '_Mes enfants_'--for he, too, will be only a big
child--'_Mes enfants_, can you see the sunshine? Do you hear the birds?
Can you smell these flowers?--So!' _Et alors_--perhaps they smile too.
So I sing a pretty song and say to my husband '_Courage, mon ami!_ Have
you not your little wife?' And after that we are all happy.... And now,
that is why I think it is so wonderful to be a woman."
The clock hiccoughed, and struck eight.
The airman looked at his watch. "By Jove, it is midnight!" he said.
"Pippa, our day is over----"
Tears sprang to her eyes, and her hands groped for his. "But no,
monsieur," she cried, "you must not go. It will be so lonely."
He leaned over and covered her little hands with his large, tanned
ones. "It will be lonely for me as well," he said.
"But you will come back, Your Majesty? Perhaps--next Easter?"
He gently stroked her hand. "On my honor," he said, "I will come on the
Tuesday at dawn. You will be there?"
He released her hands as she slowly rose and crossed once more to the
window.
"At daybreak," she said very quietly, gazing at the steely brilliance
of the running water, "I will watch from the hill. And if you do not
come, though I shall weep a little, I shall say, 'He is fighting, and
could not leave for little Pippa. Next year he will come.'"
"And supposing, little one, he does not come the next year either?"
She leaned her arm against the window-pane and rested her cheek on it.
"I shall watch again at dawn, monsieur"--the words were spoken very
slowly--"and I shall say, 'He is not coming.... He has gone to be with
his brothers who went, out into the sunlight, smiling so bravely----'"
Her words ended in a half-sob, and she pressed her face with both
hands.
"But every Easter," she said, her voice very soft and trembling, "on
the Tuesday I will watch the dawn from the hill, and perhaps, monsieur,
you will see me."
He stood motionless for a moment, slowly reached for her leather coat
and helmet, and placed them over his arm. "Good-by, Pippa," he said,
and he held out his hands.
Timidly, and with cheeks that went all white, then crimson, she came
towards him and raised her face for him to kiss. For a moment he held
her in his arms, which quivered oddly.... Then, stooping, he gently
kissed her--not on the upturned, trembling lips, but on the cheek, just
beside her mouth.
Without a word he gently released her from his arms, flung the door
open and went out into the night.
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