Yet the world did not know of his existence. He remained a detached
personality, treading lightly where sorrow was, singing his song of the
sunlight wherever ears had become dulled with discouragement. A
fantastic, gentle, twinkling-eyed prince in a kingdom of butterflies
and violets. Try as I would, I could not refrain from contrasting my
life of literary vivisection with his primrose youth that seemed
eternal, springing from a genuine joy in living, a youth that was as
perfect as a melody of Chopin's.
"The happiest of Christmases, old Pest!"
The subject of my thoughts was standing before me, and the bells were
clamoring exultantly on the frosty air.
I gripped his hand, and something in his eyes told me the truth.... He
had come for me because I was lonely and needed him.
And the message of the bells took on a new meaning.
VI
We walked into the brisk, vibrating sunshine of a glorious Christmas
morning. He had taken my arm, and was chatting gayly on everything from
"cabbages to kings." Sometimes his nostrils dilated, and he would look
up as if he were actually drinking in the ozone of the air; and he
seemed younger than ever, with a joyousness born of sheer intoxication
with life. We walked for a mile, and all the time his mood was as happy
and stimulating as the sunshine sparkling in the December air.
Turning down a street, we passed a church from which the worshipers
were emerging, and a mother with two sons on the brink of manhood held
our attention for a moment. The lads had a gentleness of feature, an
unconscious grace that sometimes is the attribute of adolescence, and
their mother walked between them, proudly--they were her masterpieces.
For some time Norman chatted amiably, but I could see that a pensive
shadow was steadily creeping over the brilliancy of his spirits.
"They tell me," he said in subdued tones, breaking suddenly from the
topic in hand, "that both my parents hoped for a girl when I was born.
And sometimes I have thought that there is a little of the feminine in
my nature. I love the pretty things of life, and there are times when I
have an unmistakable sense of intuition."
I waited silently, but it was some moments before he resumed.
"Somewhere ahead," he said dreamily, "in months or years to come, I see
a vision of a woman in black, coming from church alone, and her head is
bowed with grief----" He passed his hand over his brow with a weary,
querulous movement, and shadows appeared beneath his eyes.
"Where--where are the two sons? Not dead?"
He smiled wistfully and replaced his hand in my arm.
"The picture we saw just now," he said, "is my conception of
England--the real England of noble mothers and noble sons. But
something tells me that the woman in black is England too, mourning for
her sons who will never--come back."
With an effort he squared his shoulders and forced a laugh from his
lips.
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