London (England) -- Fiction; Love stories; Mystery fiction
"Ah!" she sighed, allowing the hand to remain limp and inert in mine.
"Yes, I dreaded this. I was convinced from your manner that my
fascination had fallen upon you. No!" she cried, rising slowly and
determinedly to her feet. "No! I tell you that you must not love me.
Rather hate me--curse me for the evil I have already wrought--detest my
name as that of one whose sin is unpardonable, whose contact is deadly,
and at whose touch all that is good and honest and just withers and
passes away. You do not know me, you cannot know me, or you would not
kiss my hand," she cried, with a strange glint in her eyes as she held
forth her small, white palm. "You love me!" she added, panting, with a
hoarse, harsh laugh. "Say rather that you hold me in eternal loathing."
"All this puzzles me," I cried, standing stone still. "You revile
yourself, but if you have sinned surely there is atonement? Your past
cannot have been so ugly as you would make me believe."
"My past concerns none but myself," she said quickly, as if indignant
that I should have mentioned an unwelcome subject. "It is the future
that I anticipate with dread, a future in which you appear determined to
sacrifice yourself as victim."
"I cannot be a victim if you love me in return, Aline," I said calmly.
"I--love you?" She laughed in a strange, half-amused way. "What would
you have? Would you have me caress you and yet wreck your future; kiss
you, and yet at the same moment exert upon you that baneful power which
must inevitably sap your life and render you as capable as myself of
doing evil to your fellow-men? Ah! you do not know what you say, or you
would never suggest that I, of all women, should love you."
I gazed at her open-mouthed in amazement. Such a speech from the lips
of one so young, so beautiful, so altogether ingenuous, was absolutely
without parallel.
"I cannot help myself. I love you all the same, Aline," I faltered.
"Yes, I know," she replied quickly, with that same strange light in her
eyes which I had only noticed once before. At that instant they seemed
to flash with a vengeful fire, but in a second the strange glance she
gave me had been succeeded by that calm, wistful look which when we had
first met had so impressed me.
The idea that she was not quite responsible for her strange speeches I
scouted. She was as sane as myself, thoughtful, quick of perception,
yet possessing a mysteriousness of manner which was intensely puzzling.
This extraordinary declaration of hers seemed as though she anticipated
that some terrible catastrophe would befall me, and that now the
influence of her beauty was upon me, and I loved her, the spell would
drag me to the depths of despair.
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