London (England) -- Fiction; Love stories; Mystery fiction
"Ah, no!" she cried. "Do not say that. Think that the evil in the
world is far stronger than the good; that sin is in the ascendency, and
that the honest and upright are in the minority. Remember that no man
is infallible, and that ill-fortune always strikes those who are least
prepared to withstand the shock."
I remained silent. She spoke so earnestly, and with such heartfelt
concern for my welfare, that I was half-convinced of her sincerity of
purpose. The calmness of her words and her dignity of bearing was
utterly mystifying. Outwardly she was a mere girl, timid, unused to the
world and its ways, honest-eyed and open-faced; yet her words were those
of a woman who had had a long and bitter experience of loves and
hatreds, and to whom a lover was no new experience. Beneath these
strange declarations there was, I felt certain, some hidden meaning, but
its nature I utterly failed to grasp.
I was young, impetuous, madly in love with this mysterious, beautiful
woman who had come so suddenly into my otherwise happy, irresponsible
life, and I had made my declaration of affection without counting the
cost.
"I care not what evil may fall upon me," I said boldly, holding her hand
in tightening grip. "I have heard you, and have decided that I will
love you, Aline."
Again I raised her hand, and in silence she allowed me to kiss her
fingers, without seeking to withdraw them.
She only sighed. I thought there was a passing look of pity in her eyes
for a single moment, but could not decide whether it had really been
there or whether it was merely imaginary.
"Then, if that is your decision, so let it be!" she murmured hoarsely.
And we were silent for a long time.
I looked into her beautiful eyes in admiration, for was I not now her
lover? Was not Aline Cloud my beloved?
The dying day darkened into night, and Simes entering to draw down the
blinds compelled us to converse on topics far from our inmost thoughts.
She allowed me to smoke, but when I invited her to dine, she firmly
declined.
"No," she answered. "For to-day this is sufficient. I regret that I
called to visit you--I shall regret it all my life through."
"Why?" I demanded, dismayed. "Ah, don't say that, Aline! Remember
that you've permitted me to love you."
"I have only permitted what I cannot obviate," she answered, in a hard,
strained voice. I saw that tears were in her eyes, and that she was now
filled with regret.
Yet I loved her, and felt that my true, honest affection must sooner or
later be reciprocated.
Without further word she rose, drew on her gloves, placed her warm cape
around her shoulders and pulled down her veil. Then she stretched forth
her hand.
"You will not remain and dine? Do!" I urged.
"Not to-night," she answered, in a voice quite different from her usual
tone. "I will accept your invitation on another occasion."
"When shall I see you?" I asked. "May I hope to-morrow?"
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