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masters,'" and he sighed heavily, and sat dejected, his chin upon his
breast.
"And then?" I inquired.
"Some months went by," he said. "She was aware how deeply I had the
welfare of the poor in my parish at heart, and in order, I suppose, to
please me, she enrolled herself as a helper. Instead of pleasing me,
however, this action of hers caused me loathing. I saw that she had
only done this in order to be nearer me; that her pretence of religious
fervour was feigned, in order that her actions might not appear
irregular to the outside world. Ours was a mutual love, yet no word of
affection had ever passed our lips. But I could not bear to be a party
to this masquerade. A woman who took up arduous duties like she did,
merely because `slumming,' as it was called, happened to be the
fashionable craze of the moment, was in no way fitted to become the wife
of one whose duty lay ever in the homes of the suffering and needy. I
tried to shake off her acquaintance, to discourage her, to frighten her
by exaggerated stories of infectious disease, but she would not listen.
She was determined, she declared, `to work for the Church,' and
encouraged by the vicar, continued to do so. I strove to live down my
increasing admiration for her, but could not. Time after time I treated
her with unpardonable rudeness, but she merely smiled, and was more
tenacious than ever, until at last, in sheer desperation, I resigned,
and came here. Now you know all the truth, Clifton," he added, in a
lower tone. "I came down here to escape her!"
"And yet you are ready to again return to London--you want to get back
again," I observed.
"Ah! yes!" he sighed, the dark look still upon his face. "It is my
test. I have to choose between love and duty."
"And you choose the latter?"
"I am trying to do so. With God's help I hope to succeed," he answered,
in a hoarse voice. "If love proves too strong, then I fall back to the
level from which I have striven to rise--the level of the ordinary man."
"But are you certain you were not mistaken in the object of the lady in
joining the work in which you were engaged? May not she have been
determined to become self-sacrificing in the holy cause, just as you
were?"
"No," he answered very decisively, "I cannot believe it. There were
facts which were suspicious."
"What kind of facts?"
"In various ways she betrayed her insincerity of purpose," he answered.
"Her friends were wealthy, and the vicar was acute enough to see that if
she were encouraged she would bring additional funds to the church. But
the poor themselves, always quick to recognise true sincerity, very soon
discerned that she visited them without having their welfare at heart,
and consequently imposed upon her."
There was nothing sanctimonious or puritanical about Jack Yelverton.
The words he uttered came direct from his faithful, honest heart.
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