The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
While her father thus worked himself into worse and worse spirits, a
shade of melancholy had fallen even upon Elsa's cheerful temper. She
had hardly heard anything of the conversation between the two men. She
was meditating uneasily upon the nature of the request that she had
made, at least indirectly, to the Count; but there had been such a
despairing look on the pale face of the poor farmer's wife at the last
moment, as she came out of the sick children's room to take leave of
her guests, that she had followed the impulse which crossed her mind
without considering whether she thus put herself into a false position.
He might take it as he pleased; so much the worse for him, if he did
not take it as he ought.
Could she with a good conscience say the same as regarded Captain
Schmidt? She was now nearly certain that he had only remained absent so
long to allow them to drive away,--to separate himself from them for
good or for evil.
Why should he leave them? Perhaps he was not at his ease with them;
perhaps it was unpleasant and awkward for him to join in the society
that he would find at the castle? to be drawn into the conversation
which would arise at table, and in which he could not take a part?
which he would probably not even understand! And then to see him
sitting there, confused, awkward! the lips compelled to silence which
had given the brief words of command with such strong, clear tones,
amidst the howling of the wind and the thundering of the waves! and the
blue eyes troubled and confused which had shone so brightly in the hour
of danger. What a pity to lose the beautiful, delightful recollection,
as if a successful sketch were to be spoiled by adding careless
inappropriate touches!
And what would he think of her insisting upon his joining their party
again? For she really had insisted upon it! What in the world had she
been thinking of? Had she really only wanted to look for a few hours
longer at the handsome sunburnt face and the blue eyes, in sheer
defiance of the Count, in whose face the question, "Am I not a handsome
man?" was so clearly written. What were the two talking about? or were
they sitting as silently together as she in her narrow prison here, to
the close atmosphere of which it was, of course, owing that her heart
was beating so nervously!--Oh!
The front wheels stuck fast in one of the deep ruts made by heavy
waggons in the soft sandy soil, the spirited horses started forward,
and Elsa fell into the arms of the President, who was sitting opposite
to her.
"I must apologise for the length of my unfortunate nose," said the
President in a melancholy voice, wiping away the tears which ran down
his thin cheeks.
Elsa laughed, and laughed the more heartily from the absurd contrast of
this ridiculous scene to the gloomy and sentimental thoughts from which
she had been so suddenly startled.
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