The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.Spielhagen, Friedrich
General
The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"Be honest!" said Reinhold, suddenly standing still. "Confess to
yourself that it is to avoid putting a few thousand miles between her
and you, to remain in her neighbourhood, to have the possibility of
seeing her again, to make a fool of yourself as you have done to-day.
For it is folly! What good can come of it? This daughter of a general
officer, of noble family, would raise her brown eyes with a good deal
of astonishment if the very unaristocratic Superintendent of pilots
were to venture seriously to lift his eyes to her; and to the General
himself I am, and remain, the Lieutenant of the Reserve--something that
is neither fish nor flesh, and which one only puts up with in case of
necessity, and then very much against the grain. I think I might have
known that. And supposing that the most improbable thing in the world
did happen, that I could gain the love of this beautiful girl and the
friendship of her father, what sort of society should I find myself in
in future! How would it please me to be perpetually meeting Count Golm,
Herr von Strummin, and Co.? to be always reading in their looks and
manners: 'What does the fellow want amongst us? Can he not remain
with his equals? or does he really think that he, or his democratic
uncle----'" Reinhold could not help laughing. "Uncle Ernst! He had not
seen him for ten years; but if he found him again in Berlin--grumbling,
bitter, dissatisfied, and apparently impossible to satisfy, as he was
formerly--the stubborn old radical and the stern old soldier would make
a fine piece of work together! And good Aunt Rikchen, with her anxious
little face under her great white cap, and her little mincing steps,
how would she get on with the beautiful aristocratic young lady? And
his little cousin Ferdinanda--she must by this time be his grown-up
cousin, and, if she had kept the promise of her childhood, a very
pretty girl. But she might, perhaps, fit in better, although---- Have I
really gone out of my mind? What is the good of all this? What is it
all, but the wildest imagination, of which I ought to be ashamed, of
which I shall be ashamed tomorrow! To-morrow? Why it is morning
already!"
He went to the window. It was still dark; the great trees, which seemed
to surround the whole house, rustled monotonously, like the rippling of
the waves upon a level shore. The sky was completely overcast with
black clouds. Reinhold gazed out into the darkness.
"It would be difficult to steer a straight course here," he said to
himself, "and I have given away my compass. I cannot even find out how
I stand. And yet, if but one star appeared, the star of her love, I
should know what to do, and would find my way past all rocks and all
obstacles!"
He started with a thrill of joy. As if called by enchantment from the
black clouds, directly before him there shone a bright steady light--a
star--Venus herself! By the hour and the inclination towards the
horizon it could be none other than Venus!
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account