The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
That must have been the last flickering thread of the half-waking
thoughts with which her dreams now played the most grotesquely painful
tricks. Through narrow passages on board ship, and magnificent saloons,
through dark forests, over foaming waves, now in a rocking boat, now in
a shaking carriage, then again running hastily across the sandhills,
where the ground at every step gave way under her eager feet, as she
vainly endeavoured to hold by the waving grasses--always and everywhere
she hastened after the Captain, to whom she must speak, she knew not
why, to whom she must give something, she knew not what; she only knew
that her happiness depended upon her speaking to him, upon her giving
this thing to him. But she could not find him, and when she was certain
that he was only hidden behind a curtain, behind which she could even
see his figure, and called to him to come forward,--she knew very well
that he was there, and at last wanted, laughingly, to lift the
curtain,--some one always held her back, sometimes her father shaking
his head with displeasure, then the President, who put up his eye-glass
and assured her that he could see through the thickest curtains, but
there was nobody there. It was not a red silk curtain either, but thick
dark smoke, which only shone so red from the blood which had been shed
behind it; but that blood was the life-blood of the Captain, who had
just fallen in the battle of Gravelotte, half an hour before mid-day.
She could do nothing to help him now.
"But I must see him again. He gave me his heart; I have it in my
pocket, and it is always quivering and wanting to get back to him. I
cannot give it back to him, but I will give him my own instead, and
then his will be at rest again."
"If that is the case," said the President, "just put your heart here
upon his tombstone."
And he drew back the red smoke as if it had been a curtain. There she
saw a great iron cross, flooded with bright morning light; and at the
foot of the cross, on the green turf, sat he whom she sought, in
dress-coat and fisherman's boots, and by his side Meta von Strummin;
and they had a casket in their hands, in which lay a heart. She could
not see it, but she knew that it was a heart.
"You must not give that away," said she.
"Why not?" cried Meta. "I can give away my heart as often as I please,
you know; I have given it away twenty times already."
"But that is my heart--my heart!"
Meta would not give her the heart, and then she grew so anxious and
fearful. She caught Meta's hands, and struggled with her.
"Do wake up!" said Meta. "You are sighing and groaning so that you
quite woke me."
"I thought the cross was red!" said Elsa.
"You are dreaming still. That is the shadow of the window frame; I have
drawn back the curtains to let in the light. The sun must rise soon,
the sky is quite red now. It looks beautiful! Do just sit up, and that
will rouse you altogether."
Elsa sat up. The whole room was filled with a red glow.
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