The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. I.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"He does not know how passionately I love him, how I would cover
him with kisses," she murmured; and yet, how did it go? "The only
charm which a man cannot withstand, and which he follows unresistingly
... and his gratitude for which is, in fact, only recollection and
longing----"
It was from a French novel that she had gathered this melancholy piece
of knowledge--not a good book--and she had not read to the end. But
this sentence, which she did not dare repeat entirely to herself, had
fallen into her heart like a spark of fire, and smouldered and burnt
there--in her heart, in her cheeks, in her closed eyes, in the beating
pulses of her temples--air! air!
She started up and clutched at the empty air like a drowning man. "I am
lost," she cried, "I am lost, lost!"
A knock at the door, which she had already heard once or twice, now
sounded louder. She let her arms fall, glanced round the room, grasped
the letter hidden in her bosom, and passed her hands over her hair and
brow and eyes and cheeks. "Come in!"
"I was afraid of disturbing you," said Reinhold, standing in the open
doorway.
"Oh, come in and shut the door."
It was the Ferdinanda of last night, with the half-careless,
half-sullen, impenetrable manner, and the deep, monotonous, tired
voice.
Reinhold did as he was desired. She replaced the modelling tool, which
she had caught up at random, on the little table, and gave him her
hand.
"I have been waiting a long time for you."
"I should have been here sooner," answered Reinhold, "but a handsome
young fellow next door, whom I seemed to disturb in the act of
dressing----"
"Antonio, an Italian--Herr Anders' assistant."
"He either could not or would not give me any information. So I have
been through the yards and the machinery department in search of your
father, and--did you not hear the noise?"
"No."
Reinhold stared with astonishment, his heart was still beating and his
mind still full of what he had seen and heard. The clang of the bell
had frightened Aunt Rikchen out of the house, where he had just led her
back only half quieted; the servants had run and stood in the distance,
staring anxiously; blind Cilli had come into the doorway and had said a
few kind words to him as he passed by; and here, fifty yards off, his
own daughter had heard nothing!
"Do you artists live in a world of your own?" he asked in astonishment,
and then he explained what had happened. "I am afraid," he added, "that
half the manufactory will have to be closed. My uncle will suffer
immense loss, for he has heavy contracts to fulfil, so the men told me
before. Heaven only knows how it will all end!"
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