The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.Spielhagen, Friedrich
General
The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
The General had listened without a sign of the impatience that was
usual with him when an adverse opinion was put before him; his brow had
not clouded; there was even an unusually gentle, almost sad, tone in
his deep voice, as he now, without raising his eyes, said, as if to
himself: "I remember the saying well. It dates from the time of the
wars, of liberation, and many an oppressed heart derived comfort from
it in those troubled times, and many a broken courage has been
supported by it. It hung framed and glazed on the wall of my father's
best room; I can still see my dear mother standing before it and
reading what she had read a thousand times before:
"'To triumph not in joy nor dread the storm,
Well to endure what cannot well be cured,
To do good actions and rejoice in beauty,
To love our lives and not to fear death,
Firmly to trust in God and a better future,
This is to live, yet rob death of his sting.'"
The General looked thoughtfully before him. What an inconveniently
retentive memory the man has! thought the Councillor.
"And look, my dear friend," continued the General--and his eyes now
rested so steadily on the Councillor that the latter, in spite of all
his efforts, was forced to turn away his own--"according to the true
meaning of the proverb and my own feelings it would not be doing a good
action. Indeed, according to my own feelings I could no longer live,
and should with justice shrink with terror from death, like a
dishonoured coward, if, for the sake of outward advantage, were it a
thousand times as great as it here appears to be, I neglected my
positive duty and obligation, and did not resist, by every means in my
power, a project the accomplishment of which I am firmly persuaded
would be a manifest injury to our military strength, and an
unprincipled squandering of our means, which we have the strongest
reasons to be careful of. I have already nearly neglected my duty when
I threw the burden of the report of this odious affair on Sattelstädt's
shoulders; although I knew that his opinions were the same as my own.
After what I have just heard from you, I cannot do otherwise than bring
forward the subject on my own responsibility at the board, and in any
case acquaint the Minister with my disapproval. And now, my dear
friend, excuse me! I must help the ladies to do the honours."
He turned towards the large drawing-room; the Councillor looked angrily
after him.
"He is incorrigible. I almost wonder he did not turn me out of the
house. That will be the next thing. Do not fatigue yourself so much,
Count. It is of no use."
CHAPTER VII.
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