The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.Spielhagen, Friedrich
General
The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. II.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"And if I have not been so, whose fault is it but yours? Have you ever
shown me the love that a child is entitled to ask from its father? Have
you ever done anything to make the life you gave me a happy one? Has my
industry ever drawn from you a word of praise, or my success a word of
acknowledgment? Have you not rather done everything to humble me in my
own eyes, to make me smaller than I was in reality, to insult my art,
to make me feel that in your eyes I was no artist and never should be
one--that you looked on all this as nothing better than a large doll's
house, which you had bought for me in order that I might trifle and
idle away my worthless time here! And now, now you come to tear my love
from me, only because your pride wills it so--only because you consider
it an insult that such a poor, useless creature should will, or wish
anything that you do not wish and will! But you are mistaken, father; I
am, in spite of all, your daughter. You may repudiate me, you may drive
me to misery, as you might dash me in pieces with that hammer, because
you are the stronger; but you cannot tear my love from me!"
"I both can and will."
"Try!"
"To try and to succeed are one. Would you be the mistress of Lieutenant
von Werben?"
"What has that question to do with my love?"
"Then I will put it in another form. Have you the face to make yourself
the equal of those wretched, foolish creatures who give themselves to a
man, whether without marriage or in marriage--for marriage does not
mend matters--for any other price than that of love, for which they
give their own in exchange? Herr von Werben has nothing to give you in
exchange; Herr von Werben does not love you."
Ferdinanda laughed scornfully. "And he has come to you, of whom he knew
that you pursue him and his kind with blind hatred, to tell you that?"
"He has not come; his father was forced to take the hard step for him,
for which he himself had not the courage, for which the father had to
force the son's consent."
"That is----"
"Not a lie! On my oath. And further, he did not even go to his father
of his own free will; he would not have done so to-day, he would
perhaps never have done it, if his father had not sent for him to ask
him if it were true what the sparrows said on the housetops, and what
insolent wretches wrote in anonymous letters to the unsuspecting
fathers, that Lieutenant von Werben had a love affair on the other side
of the garden-wall, or--what do I know!"
"Show me the letters!"
"Here is one; the General will doubtless willingly let you have the
other. I doubt whether his son will lay claim to it."
Ferdinanda read the letter.
She had taken it for granted that only Antonio could have been the
traitor; but this letter was not from Antonio, could not be from
Antonio. So that other eyes than the love-inspired, jealous eyes of
Antonio had seen through her secret. Her pale cheek glowed in angry
shame. "Who wrote the letter?"
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