The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. III.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. III.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"I know how kind you are," answered Cilli, "and I had meant to come to
you this morning to thank you from the bottom of my heart for all that
you have done for us, and will do for my poor father when I am gone."
"I will not hear anything about that," said Uncle Ernst.
The ghost of a smile flitted over Cilli's pale face.
"Death has an eloquent voice," said she; "I trusted to that when I
dragged myself to you, and hoped that my voice, which comes from a
heart where Death has taken up his abode, might penetrate to your
heart, which, stern as it often seems, is so good and kind to the poor
and desolate, to the helpless and the unhappy."
Her voice was so low that Uncle Ernst had some difficulty in
understanding her. What did the poor child want? she had evidently
something still upon her mind.
"Tell me what it is, Cilli," said he; "you know that I can refuse you
nothing, however difficult it might be to me to grant it."
"You ought not to refuse me this, although it will be difficult
to you; for you are very proud, and the noblest of the angels fell
through pride, and your pride is bleeding already today from a deep
wound--forgive me if I touch it--I know it must be painful, but our
Lord upon the cross forgave His persecutors, forgave all men, and all
who sin, however wise they may be in worldly wisdom, they know not what
they do. But he who sins in men's eyes because he loves, not himself
but another, to whom his whole heart and soul belong, so that he no
longer feels his own pangs but suffers a hundredfold from those of
another--for such a poor loving soul every good man feels divine
compassion; how should not a father then, who ought to stand in the
place of the Father in heaven to His children on earth, and should be
perfect even as the Father in heaven is perfect! Oh! have compassion
upon Ferdinanda!"
She had slipped from her chair on to her knees, her hands crossed upon
her breast, her sightless eyes turned to him who had always moved about
in the darkness that surrounded her like a demon in his height and
stateliness, but fearful also as a demon. Had her feeble voice reached
the unattainable height where he was enthroned? or reached it only to
unloose the storm, the thunder of his wrath, which she had so often
heard rolling and raging above her head? Would he stoop down to her and
raise her up, as he had raised so many from the dust, with his strong
helpful hands? Then she heard--by his long-drawn breathing--that he was
bending over her, and she felt the strong hands raise her and replace
her carefully in her chair. She took his powerful hands in her own weak
trembling ones, and guided them to her quivering lips.
"No, no, my child! You have spoken the truth, but I am not angry with
you--not in the least. And that paper there, did she give you that!"
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