The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. III.Spielhagen, Friedrich
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The Breaking of the Storm, Vol. III.
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"I do not know what she has written," said Cilli, taking the paper from
her bosom, "You ought not to look at the words; they are wild, perhaps
bad words! but how can a poor human creature know at such a moment what
she does or says?"
He had hastily run his eye over the lines. "Ferdinanda has
eloped--when?"
"About half an hour ago--perhaps more; I do not know exactly."
"Did he carry her off?"
Cilli, from whom Ferdinanda had long had no secrets, mentioned
Bertalda's name and residence.
"So even this time it was not himself!" murmured Uncle Ernst with a
bitter smile. "Thank you, my dear child, thank you for your honesty. I
have always thought highly of you, I see that I did not think nearly
highly enough. And now let me call my sister to take you back and see
you into bed; I am sure you ought to be there."
"She is sitting at my father's bedside," said Cilli; "she has been
there these two hours. I can go very well alone."
"Then I will take you."
"If you are really grateful to me, if I am not to think that I have
been here in vain, you have something else to do now; pray let me go
alone."
She rose from her chair and folded her hands again upon her bosom.
"Go alone then, if you really wish it."
She moved slowly to the door, there stood still, and turning round
raised both hands with an imploring gesture to him, as he gazed sadly
and gloomily after her, then felt for the handle. The door opened from
the outside. Grollmann, as before, stretched out his arm without
crossing the threshold, received Cilli's groping hand in his, and shut
the door behind her.
"They are all leagued together against me for good or evil," murmured
Uncle Ernst; "Reinhold, Rike, that old man, all, all! And she, good
child, who is probably worth more than all of us, she brings me this
with her pure innocent hands--this!"
He stared fixedly at the paper which he held in his hand.
"I bid you farewell--for ever! You do not need my love, and yours I
have sufficiently experienced! You have crushed my heart and broken my
spirit; you have ruthlessly sacrificed my heart, my soul, my love to
your pride, as a fanatical priest slaughters the lamb at the altar of
his gods. And that other--his father! Truly when the spirit has been
killed, it is an act of mercy to kill the body! Wrap yourself then in
your pharisaic virtues, enjoy your arrogant pride! For us, welcome
disgrace! welcome shame! welcome death!"
"So be it then--death!"
He tore the paper in half, and tore the pieces again and again, flung
the fragments on the floor, put his hands behind his back, and began
once more to pace up and down the room as he had been doing when Cilli
came in.
As he thus moved, with burning downcast eyes, he set his foot upon one
of the fragments which were fluttering about here and there. He tried
to put it aside, but only ground it deeper into the soft carpet. "Bah!"
said he.
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