Arab countries -- Fiction; Crusades -- Fiction; Great Britain -- History -- Medieval period, 1066-1485 -- Fiction
“Has this soul sinned?” And the angel at his head answered:
“It has sinned.”
Again the voice asked: “Did it die shriven of its sins?”
The angel answered: “It died unshriven, red sword aloft, fighting a
good fight.”
“Fighting for the Cross of Christ?”
“Nay; fighting for a woman.”
“Alas! poor soul, sinful and unshriven, who died fighting for a woman’s
love. How shall such a one find mercy?” wailed the questioning voice,
growing ever fainter, till it was lost far, far away.
Now came another visitor. It was his father—the warrior sire whom he
had never seen, who fell in Syria. Godwin knew him well, for the face
was the face carven on the tomb in Stangate church, and he wore the
blood-red cross upon his mail, and the D’Arcy Death’s-head was on his
shield, and in his hand shone a naked sword.
“Is this the soul of my son?” he asked of the whiterobed watchers. “If
so, how died he?”
Then the angel at his foot answered: “He died, red sword aloft,
fighting a good fight.”
“Fighting for the Cross of Christ?”
“Nay; fighting for a woman.”
“Fighting for a woman’s love who should have fallen in the Holy War?
Alas! poor son; alas! poor son! Alas! that we must part again forever!”
and his voice, too, passed away.
Lo! a Glory advanced through the blackness, and the angels at head and
foot stood up and saluted with their flaming spears.
“How died this child of God?” asked a voice, speaking out of the Glory,
a low and awful voice.
“He died by the sword,” answered the angel.
“By the sword of the children of the enemy, fighting in the war of
Heaven?”
Then the angels were silent.
“What has Heaven to do with him, if he fought not for Heaven?” asked
the voice again.
“Let him be spared,” pleaded the guardians, “who was young and brave,
and knew not. Send him back to earth, there to retrieve his sins and be
our charge once more.”
“So be it,” said the voice. “Knight, live on, but live as a knight of
Heaven if thou wouldst win Heaven.”
“Must he then put the woman from him?” asked the angels.
“It was not said,” answered the voice speaking from the Glory. And all
that wild vision vanished.
Then a space of oblivion, and Godwin awoke to hear other voices around
him, voices human, well-beloved, remembered; and to see a face bending
over him—a face most human, most well-beloved, most remembered—that of
his cousin Rosamund. He babbled some questions, but they brought him
food, and told him to sleep, so he slept. Thus it went on, waking and
sleep, sleep and waking, till at length one morning he woke up truly in
the little room that opened out of the solar or sitting place of the
Hall of Steeple, where he and Wulf had slept since their uncle took
them to his home as infants. More, on the trestle bed opposite to him,
his leg and arm bandaged, and a crutch by his side, sat Wulf himself,
somewhat paler and thinner than of yore, but the same jovial, careless,
yet at times fierce-faced Wulf.
“Do I still dream, my brother, or is it you indeed?”
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