American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
He began to read. From the first page, he was aware of a transformation
in the atmosphere of the occasion. Gloria, who had been leaning forward
with dramatic eagerness, became rigid in her attitude, and her humorous
smile seemed to have become tensely frozen in its place. Madge had
picked up a magazine, opened it to a picture, and continued to look at
the picture while listening alertly, with an air of being at a key-hole.
Tom continued gravely smoking his pipe, apparently oblivious of any
constraint upon the others. After a little, Gloria carefully relaxed her
attitude, and leaned back, looking above Felix’s head, with an impassive
face and arms straight at her sides. Felix defiantly read on.
He knew there was nothing really shocking about the chapter—at least, to
an enlightened and adult mind such as Gloria’s. It did not occur to him
that in its local colour and middle-western psychology, there was
something—not present in the most highly flavoured French romance—to
disturb the pretences and awake the painful and ashamed memories of a
middle-western mind: something sufficiently near to the unromantic truth
of Gloria’s own secret life, perhaps, to evoke in her an hysterical
disgust.... He only knew that the situation was becoming uncomfortable,
and that he was sorry he had ever got into it.
He finished the chapter. There ensued a painful silence.
“Very remarkable writing indeed, Mr. Fay,” was all the comment the young
woman back from abroad had to offer. Evidently what was delightfully
daring in Paris was something else in Port Royal on the Mississippi....
Felix, not knowing quite what to think, went to put his manuscript away.
Surely Gloria could not have been really shocked!... When he returned,
they were all talking with animation about something else.... Presently
it was time for the girls to leave. “I hear you’re going to Chicago
soon,” Gloria said sweetly to Felix. “_Bon voyage!_”
“I have made a fool of myself again,” Felix said to himself bitterly.
3
The next day, and the next, Felix and Tom talked again about Chicago;
but not in the realistic vein Felix would have preferred. Tonight he
must go back to town; he had already stayed too long—he was falling into
his old habit of day-dreaming about the future.... That chapter had set
him off. Gloria had been—well, startled and impressed, to say the least.
That chapter _was_ good. Perhaps he was destined to help bring back to
English fiction its lost candour, the candour of the Elizabethans and
Defoe and Fielding.
But no, he must not think about such things now. He would have no time
for writing, for a long while, in Chicago. He would be too much immersed
in the struggle for existence. If he were to write novels, he ought to
stay in Port Royal. Yes, he might take the civil service examination and
get a quiet job in the post-office that would give him time to think and
dream and write....
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