American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“The ‘Three Plays for Puritans,’ and ‘Man and Superman.’ I read them
all, prefaces, appendixes and everything. I said, if these are the
things he likes, I can like them too, and I will! I got a liberal
education out of those two books. I was a different person when I saw
him three days later and he lent me ‘Cashel Byron’s Profession.’ ... And
yet I wasn’t, either. I told you that I was a romantic little goose....
If there’s one thing I have learned, it’s—not to be ashamed to tell
anything. So I don’t mind telling you what a little fool I was. Think! I
had just stocked my brain full of Bernard Shaw, and yet—it _is_ hard to
tell—I was carrying on a romantic fairy-tale at the same time, with
Clive as the hero-prince! I thought—in spite of everything, you see, I
was only a silly girl—that he wanted to marry me. I even commenced
secretly to sew things, to get my clothes ready for the wedding.... And
at the same time—It’s queer—but I think I should have despised him if he
_had_ wanted to marry me!... My mother warned me against him. Poor dear
father, he didn’t even know what was going on. But mother was very much
worried. Well! she needn’t have been. She was just as much mistaken
about Clive’s intentions as I was! All he wanted was to modernize me.
Heavens! the trouble we took, the stealthy meetings, the secret
rendezvous—to discuss the Life Force! It’s really funny!”
“I don’t think it’s so funny,” Felix said soberly.
“No,” said Phyllis, “the worst of it is, he did modernize me. I don’t
know why I should complain—but somehow I resent his power over me. He’s
always told me what to do; and in the end I’ve always done it. But I’ve
hated to. He told me to go to Chicago three years ago. He told me that
what I needed was work, and adventure, and love. And yet, for three
years I tried to work out some silly plan of my own. I didn’t want to
admit that he was right.”
“Are you sure that he _is_ right?” Felix asked.
“Of course? Aren’t you? Work—adventure—love? Why not? This is the
twentieth century—and I’m twenty-two years old. Why shouldn’t I have all
those things?”
“No reason—if you really want them. But—”
“Yes?”
“Well—”
“You aren’t going to tell me that woman’s place is in the home, and that
I ought to get married? That would sound strange, coming from you!”
“Why? I am married.”
“Yes.... You’re lucky,” she said looking at him, sombrely.
“I know I am. But what do you mean?”
“Your marriage. You’re _living_ your theories.”
Felix smiled. “What theories do you mean? You didn’t take seriously
everything Clive said at our wedding, did you?”
She looked at him earnestly. “Clive wrote me you _were_ living up to
your theories—you and Rose-Ann. Isn’t it true?”
“Oh—that.”
He knew that she meant the Dorothy episode. Rose-Ann had told Clive
about it, and Clive had used the anecdote more than once to point a
modernistic moral. Phyllis was not the only young person who had heard
strange tales of this wonderful “free” marriage.
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