American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
cloakroom; they were free of them for the evening; tomorrow they would
go back to being lawyers and wives, clarks and poets and college
students; tonight they were—
Well, what were they? If one chose to think so, bodies, merely that,
bodies surrendering themselves to each other as shamelessly and frankly
as to the music which swayed them.... But no, he knew better than that:
they were—if ever, now, precisely now—immortal souls; this spectacle was
spirit triumphing over flesh and using it for its own beautiful uses,
the magic uses of a dream. These arms and bosoms and bodies were the
instruments of a poetry which these couples created in a magnificently
impersonal way—the poetry of beauty met with strength; it was not Dick
and Jane, it was essential man and woman, in love with some eternal
beauty in themselves and each other of which they were, as persons, the
fleeting and mortal agents.
But why the devil couldn’t _he_ feel that way? Each time that the girls
of his party returned to the box, flushed and laughing in an interim
between the dances, he felt their presence as a demand upon him, a
demand which it was disgraceful not to meet. Every glance of Rose-Ann’s
was a look, or so he interpreted it, of inquiry or reproach. She _knew_
he could dance; that was the worst of it. He could dance—with her—easily
enough; he would dance with her now, if there was no one else around
that they knew. But if he danced with her, he would have no excuse for
not dancing with the others—his last defence would be gone.... He fled
from the box in the direction of the bar, was pulled down into a chair
by Eddie Silver, who was buying drinks for a group of men and girls, and
asked what he would have. “Whiskey straight,” he said humbly. Why, after
all, should he despise this time-honoured refuge from the hardships of
life, from problems too complex to be solved and responsibilities too
great to be borne?
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