American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Suddenly alarmed, Felix turned to flee from the ballroom; but it was too
late. Phyllis had detached herself from her partner, and came over to
him. “Aren’t you going to dance with me?” she asked. The handclapping
died away as the musicians took up their instruments again. Phyllis
faced him confidently—a lovely and to him at this moment a terrifying
figure. All the sweetness of the love that might have been—that might
be—his, kindled for him in her grave eyes. Dance with her? No, he
couldn’t. But he must. Self-consciously, ashamed of himself, hating her,
he took her hand, put his arm about her, and listening intently to the
music, stepped off. But something was wrong; he could not get the
rhythm; he stopped. She had surrendered herself to his guidance utterly,
but now that that was at fault she began to try to guide him. That made
him angry; he paused once more, listened to the music, and said, “Oh,
confound it—it’s a waltz. I’m sorry—I can’t waltz.” She regretfully
walked back with him to the edge of the dancing floor, where he tried
desperately to think of something to say to her. It was shameful to be
thus at a loss. Did she despise him? She ought to.... Some one else came
along, and she danced off, leaving Felix furious and relieved. He went
back to the box.
Rose-Ann was there, resting from innumerable dances, talking with Clive.
“I see you’ve been dancing!” she said. “Yes,” he told her, “I don’t know
how it happened. Will you try the next one with me?” At least, if he
made a failure of it with Rose-Ann, she would forgive him.
“Yes,” she said. “Just this one more dance, and then we’ll go home.”
Because it was the last dance, because he need fear nothing more
tonight, and because he had secretly resolved never to subject himself
to this torment again, the demon in his mind that argued and discussed
and made him awkward and afraid, went to sleep. His last dance, his last
dance ever—and then ... back to a desk, where he belonged!
“Why!” said Rose-Ann, “you dance beautifully!” She said it in a puzzled
tone.
Felix was annoyed. He lost the rhythm and stepped on her foot.
“It’s my fault!” she said. But he knew it wasn’t. Why did he try to
dance when he couldn’t? Wouldn’t that music ever stop?
He wanted to tell Rose-Ann about—about Phyllis. She would understand.
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L. Babes in the Wood
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HE told her that night; they talked till dawn. She did understand; and
so, it seemed to him, did he—for the first time. Everything became
simple and clear again—a final proof, if the doubting mind required such
proof, that candour was a medicine for all the ills of love.
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