American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
XI. An Adventure in Philosophy
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HE had not confided to Rose-Ann the fact of his change of
residence—though he had asked her to address him in care of the
Chronicle. But after some hesitation, he did write to her an account of
some of the new impressions of Chicago which that change of residence
had yielded. He did so with the feeling, which he could not logically
defend, that these things concerned her equally with himself. He told
her of Don and Roger, of Doris Pelman, and the detached attitude.
“Adventures in philosophy,” he called them; and he added:
“_These people find life ugly, I think, and so they avoid and
evade it. That is what I seem to myself to be doing at present,
too. But I am not like them—I cannot just look on and be amused.
Only I want to live my life understandingly—and I seem to have
lost my bearings._”
A boyish letter, he thought, having sent it; and he was glad enough that
her reply made no mention of its contents—being, in fact, only a brief,
hurried uncommunicative note of acknowledgement. But its briefness did
not hurt him; by the time it came she was an utter stranger to him
again. He glanced at her note, threw it in the waste-basket, and went on
writing some meaningless story for the Chronicle.... After all, he had
one thing left—a certain pride in his work: though it was all of no
consequence, he knew whether it was good or bad—nothing could take that
away from him....
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And then at another of Doris Pelman’s teas he began another “adventure
in philosophy.”
He had been invited to come again. It appeared that these teas were an
institution. He came, out of curiosity, and left early; and as he went
out into the hall he was joined by a young man who had come late, and
who had sat in the corner silently and with an expression of weary
gloom. He was a short, thick-set young man with curly black hair and
heavy lips. He had interested Felix as possibly—he thought certainly—the
only person there besides himself who did not feel at home in that
group.
Outside the apartment door, he turned to Felix with an expression of
extreme distaste.
“La-de-da!” he said with a glance backward in the direction of the
company they had just quitted. Felix smiled sympathetically.
“You know, those aesthetic birds,” the young man went on, as they
descended the stairs, “—they make me sick.” They emerged upon the
sidewalk. “Come on,” said the young man, “I know where there’s a real
party going on tonight, with some real girls. We’ll get some grub, and
then we’ll take it in. D’you ever eat at George’s? It’s a Greek place on
Clark street, just north of the loop. Not bad at all.—I know you,” he
added. “You work on the Chronicle. You don’t know me, but you ought
to—I’m a pretty good scout. My name’s Budge—Victor Budge. I’m studying
at Rush.”
“At what?” Felix interjected.
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