American fiction -- 20th century; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Journalists -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“Why,” Felix suddenly asked in exasperation, “should we all want to be
so damned modern?”
“Hark to the defiant bridegroom!” said Clive. “He wishes us to
understand that _his_ wife is going to love, honour, and obey him, in
the good old—fashioned way. He won’t stand for any of this new-fangled
nonsense. The Cave-man emerges!”
Felix flushed. He had only succeeded in making a fool of himself, it
seemed.
Rose-Ann spoke up. “I hope it _will_ be modern,” she said. “I’m sure it
won’t be like any of the marriages I’ve seen back in my home town....
Why are you so afraid of freedom and modernity, Felix?”
Perhaps it was that word _afraid_, which Rose-Ann used so lightly, that
stung him. “Because,” he said, “I am apparently the only one here who
knows what those words mean.”
He had not intended to say it—certainly he had not intended to say it in
that tone of voice. It came out, raspingly, like a voice out of a
music-box, a voice from a strange record that has been put in unawares.
His voice was, even to his own ears, remote and metallic.
Rose-Ann looked at him, startled. “What words, Felix?” she asked gently.
“The words you have all been bandying about,” he replied. “Modernity.
Freedom.” His voice was still hard.
“Well, what _do_ they mean?”
She leaned toward him.
The others were silent, listening—Clive with an amused smile, Phyllis
with troubled eyes.
“Not what you think, I’m afraid, Rose-Ann,” Felix’s voice answered, the
voice with a quiet grimness in it.
Rose-Ann’s voice took up the challenge softly. “And what do _you_ think
they mean, Felix?”
He looked away from her, and spoke as if from a distance, slowly.
“Freedom.... It’s not a nice word, not a pretty word ... to me. There is
something terrible in it ... something to be afraid of....” He looked
back at her. “Don’t offer me freedom, Rose-Ann.”
Her voice was still soft, but infinitely cool and firm. “Why? Because
you might take it? I knew that when I made the offer, Felix. I think I
know what you mean. But I take back nothing.” She lifted her chin
proudly. “I am not afraid of freedom.”
“Bravo!” cried Clive. “Rose-Ann, I am falling in love with you myself!
Why don’t you marry _me_ instead of Felix! He doesn’t appreciate you.”
Curiously enough, nobody except Felix seemed to mind Clive’s clowning.
Both girls laughed, and the atmosphere was suddenly cleared.
“But what an odd occasion for us to choose to stage a quarrel!” said
Rose-Ann, gaily.
“Yes,” said Felix, now bewildered and contrite. “I must have got into my
argumentative mood. I’m sorry. When I get to arguing I think of no one
and nothing, except the point at issue—which is usually not of the
slightest importance. It’s a bad habit you must break me of when we are
married.”
“You are forgiven,” said Phyllis.
“Don’t forget there’s fruit salad coming,” said Rose-Ann, rising and
bringing a bowl from the sideboard.
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