Egypt -- History -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English
"What is the meaning of this? What do you want?"
The child started and stood still in alarm, stretching out imploring
hands and whispering timidly:
"I heard you lamenting. Poor, poor Orion! And it was I who brought it
all on you, and so I could not stay in bed any longer--I must--I could
not help...." But she could say no more for sobs. Orion exclaimed:
"Very well, very well: go back to your own room and sleep. I will try
not to groan so loud."
He ended his speech in a less rough tone, for he observed that the child
had come to see him, though she was ill, with bare feet and only in her
night-shift, and was trembling with cold, excitement, and grief. Mary,
however, stood still, shook her head, and replied, still weeping though
less violently:
"No, no. I shall stop here and not go away till you tell me that you--
Oh, God, you never can forgive me, but still I must say it, I must."
With a sudden impulse she ran straight up to him, threw her arms round
his neck, laid her head against his, and then, as he did not immediately
push her away, kissed his cheeks and brow.
At this a strange feeling came over him; he himself did not know what it
was, but it was as though something within him yielded and gave way, and
the moisture which felt warm in his eyes and on his cheeks was not from
the child's tears but his own. This lasted through many minutes of
silence; but at last he took the little one's arms from about his neck,
saying:
"How hot your hands and your cheeks are, poor thing! You are feverish,
and the night air blows in chill--you will catch fresh cold by this mad
behavior."
He had controlled his tears with difficulty, and as he spoke, in broken
accents, he carefully wrapped her in the black robe he had thrown off and
said kindly:
"Now, be calm, and I will try to compose myself. You did not mean any
harm, and I owe you no grudge. Now go; you will not feel the draught in
the anteroom with that wrap on. Go; be quick."
"No, no," she eagerly replied. "You must let me say what I have to say
or I cannot sleep. You see I never thought of hurting you so dreadfully,
so horribly--never, never! I was angry with you, to be sure, because--
but when I spoke I really and truly did not think of you, but only of
poor Paula. You do not know how good she is, and grandfather was so fond
of her before you came home; and he was lying there and going to die so
soon, and I knew that he believed Paula to be a thief and a liar, and it
seemed to me so horrible, so unbearable to see him close his eyes with
such a mistake in his mind, such an injustice!--Not for his sake, oh no!
but for Paula's; so then I--Oh Orion! the Merciful Saviour is my
witness, I could not help it; if I had had to die for it I could not have
helped it! I should have died, if I had not spoken!"
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