Egypt -- History -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English
"But then, my child, in all of these Grace had done its perfect work; the
miracle was accomplished which we term regeneration. They were still the
same men in the flesh and in the elements of their sensible nature, but
their relation to the world and to life was altogether new. All that
they had formerly thought desirable they could now hate; what they had
deemed important was now worthless, and the worthless precious in their
eyes; whereas they once referred everything to their own desires, they
now referred all to God and His will. Their impulses were the same as of
old, but they kept them within bounds by a never-sleeping consciousness
that they led, not to joys, but to everlasting punishment. These
regenerate souls learned to contemn the world, and instead of gazing down
at the dust their eyes were fixed upwards on Heaven. If either of them
tottered, his whole 'new man' prompted him to recover his balance before
he fell to the ground.--But Orion! Your lover? His guilt seems to have
passed over him; he hopes for reunion with God from a more meritorious
life in the world. Not only is his nature unaltered, but his attitude
with regard to life and to the joys it offers to the children of this
world. Earthly love is spurring him on to strive for what is noble and
great and he earnestly seeks to attain it; but he will fall over every
stone that the devil casts in his path, and find it hard to pick himself
up again, for misfortune has not led him to the new birth or the new life
in God. Just such men have I seen, numbers of times, relapsing into the
sins they had escaped from. Before we can entirely trust a man who has
once--though but once-wandered so far from God's ways, while Grace has
not yet worked effectually in him, we shall do well to watch his dealings
and course for more than a few short days. If you still feel that you
must follow the dictates of your heart, at any rate do not fly into your
lover's open arms, do not abandon to him the pure sanctuary of your body
and soul, do not be wholly his till he has been fully put to the proof."
"But I believe in him entirely!" cried Paula, with a flood of tears.
"You believe because you love him," replied the abbess.
"And because he deserves it."
"And how long has he deserved it?"
"Was he not a splendid man before his fall?"
"And so was many a murderer. Most criminals become outcasts from society
in a single moment."
"But society still accepts Orion."
"Because he is the son of the Mukaukas."
"And because he wins all hearts !"
"Even that of the Almighty?"
"Oh! Mother, Mother! why do you measure him by the standard of your own
sanctified soul? How few are the elect who find a share of the grace of
which you speak!"
"But those who have sinned like him must strive for it."
"And he does so, Mother, in his way."
"It is the wrong way; wrong for those who have sinned as he has. All he
strives for is worldly happiness."
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