The Bridge of the Gods: A Romance of Indian Oregon. 19th Edition.Balch, Frederic Homer
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The Bridge of the Gods: A Romance of Indian Oregon. 19th Edition.
Balch, Frederic Homer
Indians of North America -- Fiction; Oregon -- Fiction
"But, Ruth," replied the minister, sadly, "while the work you describe
is certainly noble, I have yet felt for a long time that it is not
what God calls me to. Day after day, night after night, I think of the
wild races that roam the forests to the west, of which no man knows
the end. Sometimes I think that I am called to stand before the rulers
of the colony and plead that missionaries be sent to the Indians.
Sometimes I feel that I am called to go and preach to them myself.
Often in my dreams I plead with dark-browed sachems or with mighty
gatherings of warriors to cast away their blood-stained weapons and
accept Christ, till I awake all trembling with the effort. And always
the deadly pain at my heart warns me that what is done must be done
quickly."
The burning ardor that had given such intensity to his sermon came
into his voice as he spoke. The invalid moved nervously on her chair,
and he saw that his enthusiasm merely jarred on her without awakening
any response.
"Forgive me," he said hurriedly, "I forgot that you were not well
enough to talk of those things. Sometime when you are better we will
speak of them again."
And then he talked of other and to her more interesting topics, while
a keen pang rankled in his breast to find her irresponsive to that
which was so dear to him.
But he was very kind to her; and when after a while the old Indian
woman, Cecil's nurse in childhood and their only servant now, came to
tell him that dinner was ready, he would not go until he had first
brought his wife her dinner and waited on her with his own hands.
After his own repast was finished he must hasten away to preach his
afternoon sermon. But he came to her first and bent over her; for
though love never had been, perhaps never could be, between them,
there was a deep domestic feeling in his nature.
"How good and patient you are in your sickness," he said, gazing down
into the quiet, wistful face that was so honest and true, yet so
thoroughly prosaic and commonplace. "What a sermon you have been
preaching me, sitting here so uncomplainingly."
"Do you think so?" she said, looking up gratefully. "I am glad. I so
want to do my duty by you."
He had meant to kiss her as he bent over her, though such caresses
were rare between them, but there was something in her tones that
chilled him, and he merely raised a tress of her hair to his lips
instead. At the door he bade her a pleasant farewell, but his
countenance grew sorrowful as he went down the path.
"Duty," he murmured, "always duty, never love. Well, the fault is my
own that we were ever married. God help me to be true and kind to her
always. She shall never know that I miss anything in her."
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