"Who is the madman that stands upon a lonely hill at midnight,
bareheaded, half clad, and hungers for the storm? Peter Vibart! Peter
Vibart! Who is he that, having eyes, sees not, and having ears, hears
not? Peter Vibart! Peter Vibart! Blow, Wind, and buffet him! Flame,
O Lightning, that he may see! Roar, O Thunder, that he may hear and
know!"
Upon the stillness came a rustling, loud and ever louder, drowning all
else, for the giant was awake at last, and stretching himself; and now,
up he sprang with a sudden bellow, and, gathering himself together,
swept up towards me through the swaying treetops, pelting me with
broken twigs and flying leaves, and filling the air with the tumult of
his coming.
Oh, the wind!—the bellowing, giant wind! On he came, exulting,
whistling through my hair, stopping my breath, roaring in my ears his
savage, wild halloo! And, as if in answer, forth from the inky heaven
burst a jagged, blinding flame, that zigzagged down among the tossing
trees, and vanished with a roaring thunder-clap that seemed to stun all
things to silence. But not for long, for in the darkness came the wind
again—fiercer, wilder than before, shrieking a defiance. The thunder
crashed above me, and the lightning quivered in the air about me, till
my eyes ached with the swift transitions from pitch darkness to
dazzling light—light in which distant objects started out clear and
well defined, only to be lost again in a swirl of blackness. And now
came rain—a sudden, hissing downpour, long threads of scintillating
fire where the lightning caught it—rain that wetted me through and
through.
The storm was at its height, and, as I listened, rain and wind and
thunder became merged and blended into awful music—a symphony of Life
and Death played by the hands of God; and I was an atom—a grain of
dust, an insect, to be crushed by God's little finger. And yet needs
must this insect still think upon its little self—for half drowned,
deafened, blind, and half stunned though I was, still the voice within
me cried: "Why? Why? Why?"
Why was I here instead of lying soft and sheltered, and sleeping the
blessed sleep of tired humanity? Why was I here, with death about
me—and why must I think, and think, and think of Her?
The whole breadth of heaven seemed torn asunder—blue flame crackled in
the air; it ran hissing along the ground; then—blackness, and a
thunderclap that shook the very hill beneath me, and I was down upon my
knees, with the swish of the rain about me.
Little by little upon this silence stole the rustle of leaves, and in
the leaves were the imps who mocked me:
"Who is he that doth love—in despite of himself, and shall do, all his
days—be she good or evil, whatever she was, whatever she is? Who is
the very Fool of Love? Peter Vibart! Peter Vibart!"
And so I bowed my face upon my hands, and remained thus a great while,
heeding no more the tempest about me. For now indeed was my question
answered, and my fear realized.
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