Brothers -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
“Because if he had taken the money, in an hour after getting home, he
would be crying with mortification, that’s just what would have
happened. And most likely he would have come to me early to-morrow, and
perhaps have flung the notes at me and trampled upon them as he did
just now. But now he has gone home awfully proud and triumphant, though
he knows he has ‘ruined himself.’ So now nothing could be easier than
to make him accept the two hundred roubles by to-morrow, for he has
already vindicated his honor, tossed away the money, and trampled it
under foot.... He couldn’t know when he did it that I should bring it
to him again to-morrow, and yet he is in terrible need of that money.
Though he is proud of himself now, yet even to-day he’ll be thinking
what a help he has lost. He will think of it more than ever at night,
will dream of it, and by to-morrow morning he may be ready to run to me
to ask forgiveness. It’s just then that I’ll appear. ‘Here, you are a
proud man,’ I shall say: ‘you have shown it; but now take the money and
forgive us!’ And then he will take it!”
Alyosha was carried away with joy as he uttered his last words, “And
then he will take it!” Lise clapped her hands.
“Ah, that’s true! I understand that perfectly now. Ah, Alyosha, how do
you know all this? So young and yet he knows what’s in the heart.... I
should never have worked it out.”
“The great thing now is to persuade him that he is on an equal footing
with us, in spite of his taking money from us,” Alyosha went on in his
excitement, “and not only on an equal, but even on a higher footing.”
“‘On a higher footing’ is charming, Alexey Fyodorovitch; but go on, go
on!”
“You mean there isn’t such an expression as ‘on a higher footing’; but
that doesn’t matter because—”
“Oh, no, of course it doesn’t matter. Forgive me, Alyosha, dear.... You
know, I scarcely respected you till now—that is I respected you but on
an equal footing; but now I shall begin to respect you on a higher
footing. Don’t be angry, dear, at my joking,” she put in at once, with
strong feeling. “I am absurd and small, but you, you! Listen, Alexey
Fyodorovitch. Isn’t there in all our analysis—I mean your analysis ...
no, better call it ours—aren’t we showing contempt for him, for that
poor man—in analyzing his soul like this, as it were, from above, eh?
In deciding so certainly that he will take the money?”
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