She felt like running away, not so much from him as from the danger of
the moment and from an odd, novel insecurity she felt within herself.
But the baron held her hand in a tight but gentle grip and kissed it
four or five times from the delicate tips of her fingers to her wrist. A
little shiver went through her at the graze of his rough mustache on the
back of her hand, and her blood ran warm and mounted to her head. Her
cheeks glowed. There was a hammering at her temples. A wild unreasoning
fear made her snatch her hand away.
"Don't go, don't go," the baron pleaded in a whisper. But she was
already gone, the awkwardness of her haste revealing plainly her fright
and confusion. She was undergoing the excitement that the baron wanted.
She was all confused, one moment in awful dread that the man behind
might follow and put his arms round her, and the next instant regretting
that he had not done so. In those few seconds the thing might have taken
place that she had been dreaming of for years, the great adventure. She
had always taken voluptuous delight in creeping up to the very edge of
an adventure and then jumping back at the last moment, an adventure of
the great and dangerous kind, not a mere fleeting flirtation. But the
baron was too proud to push his advantage now, too assured of his
victory to take this woman like a robber in a moment of weakness and
intoxication. A fair sportsman prefers his game to show fight and to
surrender quite consciously. The woman could not escape him. The virus,
he knew, was already seething in her veins.
She stopped on the landing above and pressed her hand to her throbbing
heart. She had to rest a while. Her nerves were snapping. She heaved a
great sigh, partly of relief at having escaped a danger, partly of
regret. Her emotions were mixed, and all she was vividly conscious of
was the whirl of her blood and a faint giddiness. With half-closed eyes
she groped her way like a drunken woman to the door and breathed with
relief when she felt the cool door-knob in her hand. At last she was
safe.
She opened the door softly and the next second started back in fright.
Something had moved way back in the dark. In her excited state this was
too much, and she was about to cry for help when a very, very sleepy
voice came from within, saying:
"Is that you, mother?"
"Goodness gracious! What are you doing here?"
She rushed to the sofa where Edgar was lying curled up trying to keep
himself wide awake. She thought the child must be ill and needed
attention.
"I waited for you so long, and then I fell asleep."
"What were you waiting for?"
"You know. To hear about the elephants."
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