"What the deuce have I come here for?" he thought in vexation. "Stuck
'way up here on top of the mountain all alone, no company; why it's
worse than the office. I must have come either too early or too late. I
never do have luck with my holidays. Not a single name do I know. If
only there was a woman or two here to pick up a flirtation with, even a
perfectly innocent one, if it must be, just to keep the week from being
too utterly dismal."
The young man, a baron not very high up in the country's nobility, held
a government position, and had secured this short vacation not because
he required it particularly, but because his colleagues had all got a
week off in spring and he saw no reason for making a present of his
"week off" to the government. Although not without inner resources, he
was a thoroughly social being, his sociability being the very quality
for which his friends liked him and for which he was welcomed in all
circles. He was quite conscious of his inability to stay by himself and
had no inclination to meet himself, as it were, but rather avoided his
own company, feeling not the least urge to become intimately acquainted
with his own soul. He knew he required contact with other human beings
to kindle his talents and stir up the warmth and exuberance of his
spirits. Alone he was like a match in a box, frosty and useless.
He paced up and down the hall, completely out of sorts, stopping now and
then irresolutely to turn the leaves of the magazines, or to glance at
the newspapers, or to strike up a waltz on the piano in the music-room.
Finally he sat down in a sulk and watched the growing dusk and the gray
mist steal in patches between the fir-trees. After a long, vain,
fretful hour he took refuge in the dining-room.
As yet only a few of the tables were occupied. He took them in at a
swift glance. No use. No one he knew, except--he responded to the
greeting listlessly--a gentleman to whom he had spoken on the train, and
farther off a familiar face from the metropolis. No one else. Not a
single woman to promise even a momentary adventure. He became more and
more impatient and out of sorts.
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