Edgar smiled, with his head tipped a trifle to one side. He knew his
mother's outburst was a sign of desperation and took pride in having
made her betray herself. His manner and glance were now as composed as a
physician's. In previous days he might have answered back rudely so as
to annoy her. But hate teaches many things, and quickly. How he kept
quiet, and still kept quiet, and still kept quiet, until his mother,
under the pressure of his silence, began to scream. She could stand it
no longer. When they rose from table and Edgar with his matter-of-course
air of attachment preceded to follow her and the baron, her pent-up
anger suddenly burst out. She cast prudence to the winds and let out the
truth. Tortured by his crawling presence she reared like a horse
pestered by crawling flies.
"Why do you keep tagging after me like a child of three? I don't want
you around us all the time. Children should not always be with their
elders. Please remember that. Spend an hour or two by yourself for once.
Read something, or do whatever you want. Leave me alone. You make me
nervous with your creepy ways and that disgusting hang-dog air of
yours!"
He had wrested it from her at last--the confession! He smiled, while the
baron and his mother seemed embarrassed. She swung about, turning her
back, and was about to leave, in a fury with herself for having admitted
so much to her little son, when Edgar's voice came, saying coolly:
"Papa does not want me to be by myself here. He made me promise not to
be wild, and to stay with you." Edgar emphasized "Papa," having noticed
on the previous occasion when he used the word that it had had a
paralyzing effect upon both of them. In some way or other, therefore, he
inferred, his father must be implicated in this great mystery and must
have a secret power over them, because the very mention of him seemed to
frighten and distress them. They said nothing this time either. They
laid down their arms.
The mother left the room with the baron, and Edgar followed behind, not
humbly like a servitor, but hard, strict, inexorable, like a guard over
prisoners, rattling the chains against which they strained in vain.
Hate had steeled his child's strength. He, the ignorant one, was
stronger than the two older people whose hands were held fast by the
great secret.
CHAPTER IX
THE LIARS
Time was pressing. The baron's holiday would soon come to an end, and
the few days that remained must be exploited to the full. There was no
use, both he and Edgar's mother felt, trying to break down the excited
child's pertinacity. So they resorted to the extreme measure of
disgraceful evasion and flight, merely to escape for an hour or two from
under his yoke.
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